Secret loveletters, xo
Sunday, March 30, 2008 7:47 PM


i'm here tuhh do e quiz given by yuxin..

1. wad age do ue wan tuhh marry?
:: duno.. anyway iish bfore 30 den can liiaos..

2. wad do ue wan e most now?
:: ehhs.. wan tuhh pass o lvl n go poly.. most iimpt iish get tuhh c his smile eberyday!!

3. hu iish e person ue trust most?
:: my nuerr.. haha

4. do ue think ue hab enuff confident?
:: nope..

5. do ue believe in seeiing rainbow after e rain?
:: yupps.. sometimes miracle do hapen..

6. wad r ue afraid tuhh lose e most now..
:: my jia ren includiing god derhhs.. n his smile..

7. do ue believe in eternity loves?
:: nope.. nth can really last ferever..

8. iib ue miit someone ue loves will ue confess tuhh him/ her?
mayb.. depends on e situation..

9. list out 3 gd poiints ob e person hu tagged ue..
:: yuxin.. she iish independent.. able tuhh take care ob herself.. easy going.. cheerful..
haha

10. wad r e requirement ue wish fer ur other half?
:: loves miieh.. tolerant ob eberything..

11. iib tml iish e end ob e world.. wad will ue wan tuhh sae e most?
:: i juX wan tuhh sae i really loves him.. n wiiL nv ferget him.. ( hope there will nort b this day!! )

12. wad type ob person ue hate e most?
::i oso duno.. but i noe i dun like tuhh hate ppl.. cuX very tiring.. nort worthh kkaes..

13. do ue believe in god?
:: yahhs..

14. wad iish e most iimpt in ur life?
:: ehhs.. jia ren n frenX.. n him bahhs..

15. do ue find a nid tuhh hab a boiifrenX or gurlfrenX?
:: ob cuX.. cuX boiix boiix iish e only one can really protect ue fer mayb e rest ob ur liife..

16. at this time.. would ue stay in ur comfort zone or try something new?
:: stay in comfort zone.. currently nort e riiteX time n nort in e mood tuhh try other things.. time iish nort ripe yet!!

17. wad kind ob frenX ue hope tuhh b in ur frenX eyes?
:: a gd listener.. 

18. iib ue hab a chance.. which part ob ur character would ue like tuhh change?
:: erm.. i oso duno.. e iib can change e nort gd derhhs character den change lorhhs.. lols..

19. iib ue coud hab a dreamX tuhh come true wad would it b?
:: hope can achieve wad i wan tuhh achieve n grant all my wishlist derhhs thing.. yeahhs.. heeheeX..

20. how many crush do ue hab in ur life?
5.. yahhs.. shuld b..

instructions: remove 1 question above n add in your personal question. make it a total of 20 questions.. den tag 8 ppl in your list.. list them out at e end of tis post..
notify them in their chat box tat he/she has been tag. wiiL have blessings from all..

li jiie.. yan qii.. lee kiiang.. xiin yii.. eliissa.. yufang.. miin tiing.. hannah..



4:57 PM


saturday!!
early morning wen tuhh sch fer ss derhhs practice exam..
sure fail liiaos..
last miins hugged buddhas leg.. nth gd will hapen..
after that chiong home n changed..
den cab tuhh suntec fer aska autograph session..
omg.. he so shuaii..
hahas..
cuX his b'day coming lerhhs..
so e  fans oso help him celebrate..
last yr iish celebrate in e studiio.. den this yr..
times really fly fast..
yahhs.. den after that i wen up tuhh hab his autograph..
he iish damn muscular lahhs.. nice men!!
but most iimpt iish his songs r nice..
ytd listen tuhh live derhhs.. really "you gou power"..
he sing e "yang cong".. really touching.. cried..
den next, i'm bac tuhh shopping again.. haha
just simply "kuang" buy things lahhs..
bought heels n shorts.. yeahhs.. 
den we oso walked tuhh mariina sq..
kana stunned by a fashiion show..
my first time.. nv hab seen it bfore..
den ytd derhhs topic iish on bridal..
&& e design iish nice..yahhs.. i oso duno how tuhh sae.. hahaden stomach started tuhh grumble..but we were like playing merry go round in e whole shopping mall.. lols..looking fer food..wan this n that..den at last, decided on a chinese restaurant..my big siis makes miieh earn a scolding frm my mum..she make miieh laugh like hell..lols.. such a bad gurlx.. anyway, i really enjoyed ytd..without e unhapiiness iish really a joy!! 

fer todae..
i'm staying at home n rot..
watching "xing guang er ban"..
doing hw..
wahhs.. really bored lorhhs.. haiis..
nth tuhh post liaos..
only noe tml iish nort a very gd day..
tml i'm going pulau semakau.. hope eberything can b nice n enjoyable bahhs!!



Thursday, March 27, 2008 5:05 PM


their caring iish betta den their sharing..
haiis..
really hab tuhh learn tuhh b independent..
hab tuhh learn tuhh b alone..
hab tuhh count on myself..
anyway nuerr iish my best listener..
haiis..
but i dun wish tuhh add in tuhh b her burden..
cux she oso hab her own problems.. 
(nuerr.. dun think too much.. anyway ue still hab miieh..
though we'r nort in e same class, but i'm still ur frenx..
kkaes?! haha.. dun sad dun sad..)
so must depent on myself next time..
no matter wad thing hapen, i will just try my best tuhh overcome..



Thursday, March 20, 2008 7:05 PM
lots ob miisses!!


i sudenly though ob last yr..
e happy days that can nv b fergotten!!
really miss e past..
i wan bac e past.. where eberyone iish nv sad..
haiis..
but e days cant b found bac again!!



Wednesday, March 19, 2008 10:05 PM


i'm totally irritated by him.. 
just feel like punching him.. very digusted.. 
haiis..

skipped topic..
anyway, today some ob e n2 r bac..
den wen liing saw him, she was like damn excited lahhs.. lols..
ohhs yahhs..
&& i saw e cute cute too.. haha..
he wave tuhh miieh.. lols..
abit lame lahhs.. but he iish just simply so cute!!

den after sch, i wen fer e speech day rehersal..
damn freaking tired..
must wait fer duno how long den can start..
but nvm..
s long s i can c him iish enuff already..

i tried tuhh speak tuhh ue.. but ue ignored..
i wanted tuhh smile tuhh ue.. but ue left..
i wans tuhh walk together wib ue.. but ue'r gone..
haiis..
wad hab hapen?! 
i rather hab e days bac, that i nv sae anything tuhh ue..
n ue can just simply speak tuhh miieh,
smile tuhh miieh n walk wiib miieh..
den ue will oso ask miieh out too..
i wan bac those days..
i really miss..
wen can those days b bac again?!
i really hope ue noe..
s long s ue walk pass miieh, smile tuhh miieh,
i will just b happy..
able tuhh c ue iish a joy tuhh miieh..
will really cherish, precious it!!
nv tuhh b fergotten..






Tuesday, March 18, 2008 8:00 PM


these days nv update my blog cux i'm getting busier..
haiis.. i'm just so tired..

anyway ytd i wen tuhh vivo..
yeahhs..
wen fer shopping n bought myself a pair ob slippers..
but anyway it doesnt hurt miieh much..
cux i'm nort e one hu pay fer it..
haha.. thanks big siis!! =p

&& i oso get tuhh eat e nice chocolate ice cream..
it iish e awfully ice cream..
really damn nice n special.. haha
anyway i bought jelly beans too.. yummy..
but i'm quite irritated that day..
someone makes my mood turns down!!
but after shopping n saw some frenx, my mood started tuhh change again.. 
haha
shopping really can cure eberything.. including iib i hab e money..
lols..

anyway, i nort really happy today..
cux ob that blahh blahh things lahhs..
haiis..
damn irritated lahhs..
cant go cant go..
wth.. think she iish wad?! huhs?!
e main person.. SO?!
wadever lahhs..
anyway that piece ob song dun even niid us at all..
we go fer wad?! huhs?!
we cant wait fer another 4 mths lahhs..
iib can wait, must we complain so much?!
she gort car tuhh send her bac n she oso nort scared that her mother will worry mahhs..
but miieh lehhs.. taking bus fer 30 miins den cal reach home..
den go home.. c mother so worry..
iib we can cope eberything, i oso will nort go tuhh normal stream already riitex?!
haiis.. anyway talk so much oso no use..
no choice lorhhs..
just hab tuhh bear..
WAIT N BEAR WAIT N BEAR!!

(aska coming tuhh singapore already.. yeahhs..
must go n support him..
n "yang cong iish a very nice song!!)





Thursday, March 13, 2008 10:17 PM


quite sometimes nv update already..
lucky my tagbox wasnt being flood.. phew"
but yijun very poorthing..
her tagbox was kana flood until very "jia lat"
hahas..

anyway, this whole wk, i'm going bac tuhh sch fer intensive lesson..
haiis.. boring!!
eberyday hab tuhh wake up early in e morning..
i hab no sch holiday at all.. siianx..
btw, that day after intensive lesson, 
liing n miieh wen tuhh eat KFC..
&& i saw my "gold" walk pass.. omg!!
iish damn "gold" lahhs..
i hab been longing tuhh c him.. haha

ohhs yahhs..
anyway today iish e whole 4e and 5n graduation trip at malaysia..
but it only lasted fer 1 day..
so in e morning, i wen tuhh take bus n look fer liing..
den we headed tuhh sch together..
n it iish early in e morning lorhhs.. ZZZ

at first, we gathered in e sch first..
den we proceed tuhh malaysia already.. =p
wen we reach there, we go tuhh an unknown place tuhh eat..
next, we headed tuhh kukup..
&& e journey ish so long n tired..
den we wen tuhh e fishing farm on e sea bfore our lunch..
anyway, we saw lots ob fishes..
fer eg.. like e puffer fish, jelly fish, seahorse n many more.. =p
&& e puffer fish iish so cute..
at first e fish iish very small n flat..
den wiib e person massage, e fish turns puffy.. omg!!
haha

next iish lunch time..
&& we hab crabs in e meal.. haha
anyway e meal iish nort bad.. still can eat.. lols..
den next, we headed tuhhe prawn crackers factory..
nort so many things there..
just simply c how they make e prawn crackers.. yahhs..

lastly, iish shopping time.. woohoo!!
on e way, e tour guide let us watch movie..
but it iish nort nice.. YAWN**
anyway, i like e bus alot.. iish a double deck bus.. =p
den on e bus, i wen bac tuhh slp again..
omg!! i going tuhh b a pig soon iib i continues in my dreamland.. lols..

reached e shopping mall..
didnt manage tuhh buy lots ob things.. 
cux e shopping there derhhs things iish nort really we can afford one..
so at last, i only bought a mascara..
anyway we played alot at e custom..
even e officer oso laughed at us.. lols

n after all these, we came bac tuhh singapore..
reach at bout 8 plus..
den liing n miieh headed tuhh hg mall fer dinner n home sweet home!!
now i'm just so tired..
tml still hab sch going on.. more tired..
haiis..
latta i cant wake up..
haiis.. c tml how bahhs.. 



Sunday, March 9, 2008 4:13 PM


2nd post fer e day..
sudenly hab e urged tuhh update.. lols..
feelings r just simply so strange..

anyway today iish another rainy day..
e sky iish crying again..
another day which makes miieh down..
haiis..
i oso duno how tuhh continue..
just feel that today iish a strange day..
things r just getting very complicated..
feelings r getting very confused..
n i dun exactly noe wad i wan?!

COMPLICATED!! CONFUSED!! ARGHHH!! I DUNO WAD TUHH DO?!



11:55 AM


i nv update my blog fer 2 days already..
must faster update.. otherwise my tagbox will b flooded soon..
omg!!
anyway that friday, feyona, yuxin, n chen papa came bac tuhh take their n level cert..
i'm so happy..
cux at last i can c them.. haha
it been times since i last met them.. misses!!

den after taking e cert, liing, feyona n miieh wen tuhh AMK hub tuhh watch movie..
we watch "e leap years"
that show iish really nice.. damn touching lahhs..
anyway e show iish just full ob emotions..
touching, sad, etc..
aiiya.. i oso duno how tuhh sae..
go c fer urself bahhs.. lols..
btw, that day i saw e bk in popular..
i'm craving fer it now!!

anyway next thursday, i'm tuhh kukup wiib my fellow classmates already.. =p
it iish my 2nd time there..
duno this time will b s fun s e previous time anot?!
actually e first time i wen there, wasnt that fun at all..
abit bored.. go there, just eat n slp..
slp n eat..
nth tuhh shop, nth tuhh play.. haiis..
think iib i go there tuhh stay fer long, i will die!!
cant even get use tuhh e life there..

so..
just stay relax fer e next whole wk bahhs..
cux there iish much more challenges fer miieh tuhh face in e future..



Thursday, March 6, 2008 6:57 PM


haiis..
today gort nth tuhh blog bout..
siianx lehhs.. but no choice..
cux iib i dun update, i hab tuhh face e consequences.. 
dotts..

trying tuhh change fer e betta..
will try.. really try..
but i just niid time..
waiting!!





Wednesday, March 5, 2008 10:03 PM


today's yijun b'day.. happy b'day tuhh wuya.. =p

anyway, today's sch iish s usuall very boring..
YAWN**
except fer english lesson.. haha
den in e morning, we r habing ss lesson.. 
but i was like slacking all e way.. 
cux e lesson iish really damn bored..
den i oso dun understand wad e cher iish talking bout..
so i just wen tuhh do other subject's hw.. lols

next iish english lesson time..
whole class wen tuhh e IT lab tuhh do e compre quiz..
overall still nort bad.. at least i gort some pass..
den after that, we wen tuhh jun derhhs blog n flood her tagbox.. haha
psps lahhs.. but really very fun.. lols..
(anyway, dun ever ferget iib ue nv update ur blog fer 3 days derhhs "hou guo")
haha.. jkjk!!

after recess.. we hab a chinese test.. 
wahhs.. iish damn freaking siianx lahhs..
so i just anyhow do lorhhs..
anyway eberyone was oso slping..
cux e passage really wans tuhh makes miieh YAWN**
den i oso felt quite moody.. so tired..
so i anyhow do finish n go tuhh my dreamland.. 

till poa lesson, cher walked in n started tuhh nag nag nag!!
haiis..
really very tired lahhs..
how tuhh concentrate.. siianx..
dotts lorhhs..
e worst iish, after sch still grot duno wad briefing bout e starfish cruise trip..
&& still gort SRP!!

after sch, liing sae wan tuhh go n eat pizza..
so i acc her tuhh eat..
den we sit there n chat n laugh non stop..
lols..
den i oso order a warm cake wiib ice cream.. omg!!
iish so damn yummy.. haha
sweet sweet lehhs..
halfway thru, we chat bout e boiix boiix thing again..
till 6 plus den go home..

come bac, n i'm damn freaking tired..
so i wen tuhh rest.. till now updating my blog!!

this few days really feels very tired..
cant stand already..
feels like giving up eberything..
but haiis..
wad tuhh do?! huhs?!
i still hab tuhh continue.. cux this iish e path i chose tuhh walk..
i hab already started walking halfway.. n i cant turn bac already..
hope i can really put n bear wiib it..
try tuhh walk thru e miserable days bahhs..
cux after sobiiex days, my hapiiness will comes..
JIAYOU!!





Tuesday, March 4, 2008 7:18 PM


firstly,
today's liing derhhs b'day..happy b'day tuhh ue!! haha


anyway, this morning was raining..
den duno wad hapen?! all e lesson was very bored..
i just feel like slping..
except fer chemistry..
cux today lesson iish at lab.. very fun..
den i sit wiib liing.. but she very scared ob e bunsen burner.. 
dotts.. haha

den today after sch, gort e 80 anniversary's audition..
omg!! iish so scary!!
&& there iish 3 person being e judge..
n den i played wrong lahhs..
damn freaking embarrased.. so psps..
i think i will nort get in derhhs lorhhs..
haiis.. nvm lahhs..
just treat it s a lesson bahhs..
yahhs..

anyway, in today's english lesson, 
we'r habing a competition..
iish e majority ob gurlx bs e majority ob boiix..
lols.. but very interesting!!
we'r doing e comprehension..
den we count by e marks..
&& e overall fer today iish, we win e guys by 12 marks..
yeahhs..
but iish only fer today.. tml still continues..
duno hu will b e last winner.. haha

ohhs yahhs..
anyway tml iish jun b'day..
den i announce tuhh e whole co that tml must hit her fer 17 times..
lols..
psps worhhs..
but once in a yr mahhs.. haha
hope ue can take it bahhs.. anyway i hope tml iish a betta day..
=p



Sunday, March 2, 2008 3:38 PM
sobiies..


today feeling abit moody again..
saded.. haiis
i oso duno wad hapen..
just abit feel like crying..
dun feel like thinking too much already..

but after recess, i happy again.. lols..
wad a strange mood.. dotts..
n den, today nuerr very free..
kept walking here n there..
talking tuhh miieh.. haha
though sometimes i may make fun by her n others..
they really take care ob miieh alot.. haha =p
really enjoy being in this sch.. 
cux this sch makes miieh get tuhh noe all these gd frenx.. 
life wiib them really makes miieh enjoy..

though there mayb sadness, unhapiiness things going on,
but i noe they will b there fer miieh..
being frenx fer this much iish really enuff..
thanks fer eberything..
i'm really grateful..
fer e next few mths, hope all ob ue will b still there,
n lets enjoy, cherish e days that we spend together..
happy n enjoy =p