Secret loveletters, xo
Sunday, June 29, 2008 2:21 AM


wad's hapeniing todae?! huhhs?!
ii hab nth tuhh post bout!! omg..
totally hab wasted one whole wk at home.. doiing nth except rotiing.. lols..
kiind ob getiing bored at home lerhhs n wiish fer a change..

tinkiing tat iib ii can change a siingle tiing iin my life, wad can tat b?!
erm.. ehhs.. 
actually ii dun really noe wad ii wans fer now..
ii'm totally walkiing aimlessly, goiing no where..

ii duno.. DUNO!! 
wad e hell ii'm doiing here?!

iish getiing strange todae..
iish nort quiite usual todae..
........

actually wad ii really hope iish tuhh change sumtiing iin my life..
otherwiise ii gonna freak out soon..
but wad can ii change n how tuhh change?!

mayb, mayb ii juX hab tuhh leave iit tuhh fate..

&& juX let tiings change by iit owns..






Friday, June 27, 2008 4:52 PM


ii'm rotiing at home now..
berii bored lahhs.. haiis.. siianX..
liing oso berii bored.. 
she sae she oso rotiing lerhhs.. goiing tuhh decompose liiaos.. 
omg.. den latta she wiiL turn smelly n grow fungii.. scary lehhs..
hahas.. 

ytd miit up wiib hiim.. && ii saw hiis leg..
keliian worhhs.. 
&& can sense tat he iish sad lehhs.. how tuhh help hiim?

words written by hiim :: 
< seriiously. iit's unbearable.. 
dun wiish n dun wan!!
NO!! muX let go!!
gd buaiis tuhh ue.. >

haiis.. tat dae c hiim okiies lehhs.. whye todae like tat..
aiiya.. duno wad tuhh sae lerhhs lahhs.. oso cant do anytiing tuhh help hiim..
tats all lorhhs..
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Thursday, June 26, 2008 12:44 AM


my holiidae hab extended frm 3 daes tuhh 1 wk lerhhs.. 
wth iish tiis.. 
so tml gonna rot at home agaiin.. siianX..

anyway todae diid sumtiing different.. lols..
actually juX wen bac tuhh sch tuhh look fer cher..
yahhs..
den after miit up wiib liing at her house n take so stuffs frm her..
& ii saw w class photo..
omg iish niice worhhs.. hahas..

but iish true.. ii really lurbe tiis tiime derhhs class photo alot..

ii fiind tat ii hab gradually lurbe tiis class so much & ii cant really imagiing how iish lofe wiibout them..
e hapiiness they brought n theiir laughter really cant b fergotten..
ii miiss them so.. haiis..

tiis class already hab bcum part ob my daily life..
it wiiL oso bcum part ob my memoriies.. 

<<3333




Wednesday, June 25, 2008 12:02 PM


as usual, todae iish rotiing at home dae!! lols..
ii'm beiing disturb by tat idiot alarm clock iin e early morniing.. ARGHHH!!
next followiing by iish mum.. asked whether ii wan tuhh go sch?
den ii told her nope.. so she sae, dun wan den dun go lorhhs.. lols.
after tat contiinue my dreamlandX.. n slept untiiL now.. hahas..

ii hab extended my holiidae frm 2 daes tuhh 3 daes.. omg..
den liing juX now oso msg miieh, ask miieh whether whye ii'm nort iin sch todae..?
ii stiiL promiise her ii wiiL b tuhh sch by todae.. but..
haiis.. anyway todae iish totally nort iin e mood tuhh go tuhh tat sch tats make miieh freak out..
but ii hab miiss lots ob lesson lerhhs.. 
no no.. cant do tat lerhhs.. muX go sch by tml.. 
CONFIRM.. GURANTEED CHOP..
otherwiise my result at yr end gonna flunk out..

anyway ytd ii saw hiim agaiin.. 
awaiited fer so long.. at last e dae hab arrive agaiin.. hahas..
he iish niice n handsome.. but..
ytd he iish sumhow abiit fierce.. omg..
whye like tat?! 
sumtiing make hiim angry? or ytd those ppl make hiim no mood?
words frm hiim iish nort niice ytd..
wad hab hapen tuhh hiim? really duno..
scary lehhs.. 
nvm.. anyway juX waiit fer next wk.. mayb by tat tiime he mayb iin a betta mood? hahas.. (",)


tml gonna bac tuhh sch lerhhs.. 
goiing tuhh treasure todae derhhs tiime..
use iit wisely.. 
so goiing tuhh make gd use ob iit & plan wad ii'm goiing tuhh do todae..
otherwiise.. 
tiime iish nort easiily gaiin but easiily lose.. so muX TREASURE!!

( bout 18 more hrs tuhh go bfore tml morniing tuhh sch.. )




Tuesday, June 24, 2008 12:26 AM


todae sch reopen lerhhs..
though todae nv go tuhh sch, but rottiing at home iish oso nort fun n hapiie.. siianX..
todae early iin e morniing woke up at 5 plus, den cab tuhh changii airport..
cuX 2nd siis todae goiing tuhh duno wad country fer her attachment..
gonna miiss her like hell lorhhs.. haiis..
nvm.. ii wiiL try tuhh adapt n get use tuhh e life wiibout her..
anyway she iish only goiing fer 3 mths.. iish berii fast derhhs.. hahas..
yahhs.. so after sendiing her off, wen tuhh hab breakfast at burger kiing..
den cabbed bac home agaiin..
after tat slp untiiL late eveniing lerhhs den wake up tuhh watch superband n other programmes..

tml iish a holiidae fer miieh agaiin..
mayb goiing bac tuhh sch on wednesdae bahhs..
depends on my skiin iish betta mahhs..
haiis.. cuii sii lerhhs lehhs.
skiin gibiing miieh such a biig problem.. iitch here n there..
anyway ii oso cant take pe fer 2 wks..
siianX lorhhs.. stopiing miieh frm doiing tiis n tat.. 

haiis.. hope tuhh go bac tuhh sch soon bahhs..
cuX my tat jiiaos frenX eberydae sae berii siianX..
nobody jiiaos wiib her.. den she berii lonely..
psps.. soon ii wiiL b bac tuhh sch tuhh peii ue lerhhs..
bear wiib iit bahhs.. hahas..



Sunday, June 22, 2008 2:04 AM


ytd wen tuhh SCH fer concert..
actually ytd iish oso counted tuhh go n support my "shii meiiX" lahhs..
hahas..
can c tat she hab really work berii hard worhhs.. eberydae practiice untiiL late niiteX..
keliian..

anyway after performance, whole bunch ob us walked tuhh lau pa sat n eat..
den after tat we siit there n chat chat..
habiing quite lots ob fun at there.. talkiing bout e past.. miisses..
next we walk tuhh e merliion there n contiinue wiib our conversatiion.. 
yahhs.. den ii keep disturb jolene.. 
hahas.. psps.. dun angry wiib miieh hors.. 
den e rest ob them stiiL dun wan tuhh go home, so left wiib we gurlX go take traiin home lorhhs..

tiis morniing woke up at 5 plus..  
freakiing tiired lehhs.. den hurry up chiiong tuhh take bus..  
waiited fer 30 miins plus, nort a siingle bus at all..  
no choiice hab tuhh take cab tuhh sch lerhhs..  
e whole area so dark.. lucky stiiL gort sum junior wiib miieh..  

next we headed tuhh e hotel lerhhs..  
nort counted s nort niice n oso nort berii niice hotel lorhhs..  
ii only noe we go there iish make us climb up n down e staiirs..  
even eat lunch oso muX b so chiiong..  
bfore tat helpiing them tuhh move e instrument tuhh e lorry.. 
so after helpiing them we rush tuhh eat.. den halfway thru cher tell us tuhh hurry up.. 
so hab tuhh stuff eberytiing in our mouth lorhhs..
make e person oso laugh at us.. so paii seii..

but iish a gd experiience at there.. 
habiing fun, runiing here n there like our house.. hahas..  
yahhs.. den ii oso get tuhh experiience e " e lift whiich hab no door "  
hahas.. ii really miiss all these tiings..  
iish really great n niice tuhh hab them by my siide.. (",)
 

thx frenX fer beiing there.. ii sense ur iimpt.. ii sense ur kindness.. 
n ii noe ue wiiL b there alwaes wen ii niid ue.. thX..  
seriiously, ii'm touched by wad ue hab done.. 
thought iish nort berii great tiing but iish juX sumtiing tat money cant b bought..
ii really treasure n hope ue wiiL too..




Friday, June 13, 2008 11:21 PM


ytd miit up wiib lii Jiie n guo kaii..
cuX ahh Jiie sae wan tuh go do e hey maths, so call guo kaii cum teach us..
yahhs.. but at first we wen pool..
but ii diidnt play.. due tuhh nort iin e mood lorhhs..
den first tiime saw them play billard.. omg.. so hard tuhh play..
but ii enjoy helpiing them tuhh count e poiints.. hahas..
den halfway thru they go play pool..
most shocked diio derhhs iish duno wad's wrong wiib zhong de..
he ytd wiin all e way..
even guo kaii lose tuhh hiim lehhs.. omg..
yahhs..

after tat we wen tuhh mac n do e maths lerhhs..
iish damn difficult lorhhs..
wanted tuhh giib up but guo kaii dun allow us.. arghhh!!
but really no mood liiaos.. n lapiie no batt.. so we change venue n started our topiic..
den chat untiiL 9 like tat zhong de gtg lerhhs..
left we 3 chat untiiL 11 plus.. den ii walk alone tuhh e bus stop..
damn scary lorhhs.. cuX duno gort last bus mahhs..
den ii oso dun hab ppl at e bus stop..
lucky at last gort a gurlX ask fer directiions den ii nort so scared..
hahas..
after tat bus home n reach home bout 12 plus..
was freakiing tiired n wen tuhh bed straiight away..
=p



Monday, June 9, 2008 9:05 PM


woke up at 8 plus today..
just feeling freaking exhausted lorhhs..
so wen bac tuhh slp at 11 plus..
den woke up, shocked diio already going tuhh 1 lerhhs..
cux latta i'm miting lijie at rp..
anyway i didnt late.. hahas..  
den we do e freaking hard maths..
iish damn hard lorhhs..
next headed tuhh marie house n waited fer her mama bac tuhh bring us tuhh eat..
but her mama came bac at 7 like tat..
so i cant go lerhhs..
but anyway thanks tuhh her mother fer fetching miieh home..
heeheeX..
anyway found out tat her mama very cute n humourous.. very gd..
hope my family can b like them..
hmmm...



8:43 PM


all e intensive lesson hab ended..
at last!! yes!! lols..

anyway last friday, liing, lijie n miieh skipped e chemistry n physics lesson..
wad iish e use ob going?!
dun even understand wad cher iish trying tuhh talk bout..
den after that go there do wad?! huhs?! slp?!
lols..

after that, liing headed tuhh feyona n serena b'day celebration..
i wanted tuhh go too.. but.. haiis..
so i headed wiib lijie tuhh 401 fer breakfast..
after that we wen tuhh marie house n play.. haha
den wen tuhh kovan fer bowling..
&& i almost break e 100 record.. omg!!
iish my first time.. lols..

next, we took 119 n wen fer bus ride..
halfway thru, marie n her siis niid tuhh go off..
den left lijie n miieh slacking all e way tuhh compass..
wen tuhh metro n go tuhh e children section n play..
haha
nowadays children r so fortunate lahhs..
i saw so many games so interesting..
i oso wan it.. lols..
but i can put in my wishlist..
cux.. aiiya.. really cant..

after that, we slack tuhh library n jiiaos at there..
next, peii lijie tuhh e cc there..
cux she wan tuhh sign up fer e yoga lesson n e jap lesson..
so envy lorhhs..
cux iish her father sponsoring her.. =p
halfway, marie call up sae her father going tuhh send things around den ask us wan tuhh go mahhs..
but i hab tuhh go home..
so siianx.. haiis..
so i hab tuhh go home alone.. =(



Sunday, June 1, 2008 11:52 PM


survey

A) ppl hu hab been tagged must write their ans on their blog.. =p

B) tag 8 ppl tuhh do this quiz & those hu are tagged cannot refuse.. These ppl must state hu they were tagged by & cannot tag e person whom they were tagged by..

C) Continue this game by sending it tuhh other ppl..

1:: iib ur lover betrayed ue, wad will ur reaction b?!
~ sad n disapointed.. 

2:: iib ue can hab a dreamx tuhh come true, wad would it b?!
~ i hope all my wishlist derhhs things can come true.. hahas..

3:: wad will ur dreamx wedding to b like?!
~ b held at e beach.. iish romantic.. lols..

4:: r ue confused s tuhh wad lies ahead ob ue?!
~ ehhs.. i dun think so..

5:: wad iish ur ideal lover like?!
~ treat miieh gd n loves miieh.. =p

6:: wad iish more blessed?! loving someone or being loves by someone?!
~ ob cux iish being loves by someone.. loving someone iish too tired..

7:: how long do ue intend tuhh wait fer sumone ue really loves?!
~ i oso duno.. depends on e feeling..

8:: iib e person ue secretly like iish already attached, wad would ue do?!
~ wad can i do?! just tuhh wish them happy n keep this secret tuhh myself .. =(

9:: iish there anything that has made ue unhappy these daes?!
~ yes.. lots n lots.. arghhhh!!

10:: iish being tagged fun?!
~ okiies bahhs!! sometimes mayb tiring.. lols..

11:: how do ue see urself in 10 yrs time?!
~ erm.. a person hu iish working in her dreamx job.. mayb..

12:: hu r currently e most iimpt ppl tuhh ue?!
~ frenx..

13:: wad kind ob person do ue think e one hu tagged ue iish?!
~ okiies.. nort bad.. hahas..

14:: Would ue rather b rich n single or married but poor?!
~ rich n single.. cux i gort lots ob things wan tuhh buy now.. =p

15:: Wad iish e first thing ue do ebery morning?!
~ brush my teeth.. hahas.. hu e hack will nort do that..

16:: Would ue giib all in a relationship?!
~ mayb, mayb nort..

17:: iib ue fall in loves wiib 2 ppl simultaneously, hu would ue piick?!
~ e one iish nice tuhh miieh n loves miieh alot.. hahas..

18:: wad type ob frenx do ue like?!
~ understandiing, great listeners..

19::  wad type ob frenx do ue dislike?!
~ i oso duno..

tagged by: hui yu!!

8 lucky ppl:: Liing, lijie, feyona, jun, yijing, ruijia, rachel, fiish..



9:53 PM


wasnt very happy currently.. haiis..
i'm freaking bored..
most imptly, lots ob unhappy things r hapening around miieh..
haiis..
how i hope ue r by my side now..
hoping ue tuhh giib miieh advice, encourage miieh n comforting miieh..
but we r so far that i can hardly c ue clearly..
den now, even mum dun wan tuhh care bout miieh lerhhs..
feel like crying..
haiis.. i dun like this..
i dun like my home.. i'm feeling that my presence iish already nort so impt already.. 
whole family iish going chaos.. iish turning upside down..
i duno how tuhh solve n i duno wad tuhh do..
i'm totally in a lost world.. mind turning blank..
where iish my mr boiiX?
i wan hiim.. i niid hiim.. i niid his shoulder..