ii dun wiish tuhh b at home now..
my life sux like hell..
where r ue now?
ii really niid ur help..
ii niid ur concern..
iish getiing sux like hell..
arghhh..
shut tat fcukiing mouth lahhs..
complainiing here n there..
wen can ii get e peaceful life?!
ii niid quiiet-ness now..
ue'r nort gone..
but ue left miieh alone..
ue push miieh asiide..
ii really duno wad tuhh do..
iin e morniing, wen ii heard ur class..
ii was tinkiing tat whether r ue goiing up tuhh e stage tuhh take prize?
ii was riiteX.. but ue r nort e one..
hab msg ue.. but no reply..
wad hab hapen tuhh ue?
ue r totally lost.. ii hab no news bout ue siince after tat dae..
after tat...
ii duno where ue hab gone tuhh, duno wad r ue doiing.. totaly duno..
ii juX wan tuhh tell ue tat ii really miss ue alot..
&& hope tuhh c ue..
ii hab criied.. n e reason iish bcuX ob ue..
ue made my life so miserable..
ii shuld hab really fergotten ue fer now..
but ii juX cant siimply erase ue frm my memoriies..
ii'm juX tryiing tuhh b selfiish tinkiing tat ii can keep ue by my siide..
but ii'm wrong..
ue prove miieh wrong..
cuX ue r nort miine..
ue r urself.. ue dun belongs tuhh anyone..
anyway ii'm really tryiing now..
tryiing berii hard tuhh delete ur image, ur eberytiing away frm miieh..
ii try tuhh stay away frm ue so tat gradually ii can really ferget ue..
but ue alwaes wanted tuhh make miieh rmb ue..
ue dun wan tuhh let miieh off..
ii wan tuhh try but ue dun allow..
wad do ue wan miieh tuhh do?
how can ii do?
my life iish totally iin a confused state!!
thx frenX fer beiing there..
anyway soriieX fer letiing ue all tuhh woriied fer miieh..
ii'm okiies n ii wiiL okiies iin e future..
cuX ii'm tryiing berii hard already..
dun let my tiings tuhh affect ue all..
&& ii really apreciiate all ob ur concern..
=p
ii'm nort berii hapiie..
ue juX siimply makes my life sux like hell..
haiis..
iish easy tuhh rmb ur iimage, but hard tuhh ferget e tiings ue done..
how can ii ever let e lurbe fade away?
ii'm hopiing tuhh c ue eberydae..
but.. tiings iish nv easy tuhh b done..
tiis wk was studyiing all e way..
mamamama.. ii niid help..
ii wan tuhh pass all my subjects.. HELP!!
was studyiing like freakiing hell lorhhs..
chiongiing fer maths n poa..
ZZZ..
tiired && stress..
was really quiite busy siince last wk..
so diidnt manage tuhh update my blogiies..
anyway ii wiiL contiinue my life story frm last sundae!!
last sundae wen tuhh watch beautiful sundae concert at esplanade..
&& was freakiing angry..
cuX was kana diisturb by tat 'bear' hu keep sayiing miieh.. ZZZ..
yahhs.. so actually miit up wiib fusiion frenX n wen fer e concert..
den wen tuhh mariina sq n hab our dinner at swensen.. woohoo.. hahas..
after tat traiin bac home wiib yiying.. =p
den after tat whole wk was studyiing..
was chiongiing maths like hell..
doiing e ten yrs seriies && makes miieh headache..
on friidae, hab fusiion bbq at ruii xiiang house..
met up wiib ruii yii n bused there..
reach there bout 5 plus..
was extremely bored lorhhs..
so miieh n ruii yii walked around e whole condo fer one round..
was like really silly n tupiid.. omg..
bac tuhh e piit n saw them started theiir water games..
lucky ii diid manage tuhh stay away frm beiing wet.. hahas..
after tat chat n eat wiib peggy n jun..
den yu fang n hui yu came..
contiinue wiib conversatiion n piics..
n wen off bout 10 plus..
(btw soriieX tuhh 'bear'..
cuX accidently kept hiis phone..
lucky diid manage tuhh return tuhh hiim..
otherwiise ii wiiL b guilty like hell!!)
saturdae!!
morniing wen fer practiice..
den met up wiib jt n liing.. cuX they hab physiics lesson iin sch..
so lunched wiib them n home sweet home..
next, changed n headed tuhh bugiis tuhh watch yoga n jade..
anyway was beiing wet fer e dae.. due tuhh heavy raiin n no shelter.. ZZZ..
was so pathetiic tat hab tuhh carry e cds n nort letiing it tuhh b wet but miieh myself was wet like hell..
lucky gort kiind person share her umbrella wiib us.. thx..
after gort theiir autograph, headed bac tuhh bishan n watch miilk..
rotted at there lorhhs.. cuX siis wen tuhh queue den make miieh waiited fer her..
siianX..
next met up wiib mum n dinner at there n cab tuhh bronson house..
felt damn strange at there..
lucky there r kenny, huii tiing n bronson e bdae boiiX tuhh entertaiin us..
phew!!
den bus bac home at bout 10 plus like tat..
sundae!!
woke up at 8 plus? ii tiink so..
met up wiib ruii yii n breakfast at mac..
along e way, saw ms wong n mrs lim..
after yum yum, rotted at hg mall n waiited fer frenX tuhh cum..
halfway thru wen tuhh arcade tuhh play idoit game..
so paii seii..
next bused tuhh sch n hab last rehersal..
den took sch bus tuhh edgefield pri..
hab been walkiing up n down frm e pri sch tuhh e performance area..
tiriing n was freakiing exhausted..
but eberytiing iish worth it..
cuX we gort e 3rd.. woohoo..
actually it doesnt matter we r takiing e first or e thiird..
iish juX e experiience tat we gaiin.. n ii really enjoyed alot..
so after performance, wen tuhh 401 tuhh yum n bus bac home bout 10 plus like tat..
mondae!!
iish a niice dae todae..
cuX can slp untiiL berii late n go sch at 10.30.. woohoo..
hahas..
actually intended tuhh hab breakfast at mac..
but overslept.. ZZZ..
so hab tuhh straiight away head tuhh sch..
reach there, bac gate was nort open..
siianX.. so waiited fer e securiity tuhh open..
den wen fer recess n saw 'bear'..
so wen up tuhh talk tuhh hiim untiiL lesson starts..
but he nv go.. due tuhh some reasons bahhs..
after tat he came tuhh look fer miieh at my class n we piic agaiin.. hahas..
after sch wen tuhh hall n c them play games..
next headed tuhh ps fer arcade but was kana chased out.. siianX..
den we sat there chat untiiL jt play okiies lerhhs..
traiin home n changed n traiin tuhh bugiis..
hopiing tat he was there but ii was late.. siianX.. haiis..
was nort berii hapiie bcuX ob hiim..
so long nv update blog lerhhs.. omg!!
these daes too busy n tiired tuhh update lerhhs..
ZZZ..
cuX was quiite busy iin sch nowadaes..
haiis.. siianX..
&& todae iish a long dae fer miieh..
woke up at 11.30, bathe n rush tuhh sch..
hab tuhh b iin sch at 1 fer practiice..
after tat, we headed tuhh copthorne hotel fer e 80th anniversary dinner..
was really tiriing.. but ii enjoyed alot..
&& mr tan n mdm ruby cheah took our photos.. muX ask fer iit frm them..
yahhs.. den after tat wen tuhh hab supper at white tangeriine wiib part ob e fusiion..
crapiings n playiing at there..
fusiion iish really a niice family.. =p
ii'm hapiie wiib them n there's really no border between us..
&& tml goiing out wiib them fer e beautiful sundae concert..
woohoo..
(wiiL upload photos soon!!)
where r ue?!
ii niid ur presence tuhh make my dae!!
really niid so.. ZZZ
feeliing nort berii gd && nort berii hapiie..
cuii sii lerhhs.. sob sob!!
II NIID UE BADLY!!
hahas.. ii glad he smiile lerhhs..
but sumhow stiiL felt abiit uneasy..
haiis.. duno wad's hapeniing..?
ZZZ
todae was early iin sch..
lucky met raiissa, otherwiise duno goiing tuhh stone there fer how long..
&& todae iish a totally terrible dae fer miieh.. iish SUX lorhhs.. arghhh..
lesson was bored dao..
untiiL after recess manage tuhh get seriious wiib work..
den todae hab geog srp, but skiipped agaiin.. lols..
actually intended tuhh go home n slp derhhs..
but tat guo kaii lahhs.. call us go hg mall miit them.. haiis..
iish cuii dao.. arghhh...
as usual blabberiing non stop wiib them..
next jiiu wen tuhh punggol cc n watch e guys play basketball lerhhs..
guo kaii, JT, Jiie, rachel compete agaiinst e xiin miing pri derhhs boiiX..
e match was freakiing funny..
gk n jt keep disturb them.. hahas.. den ii was laughiing like freakiing hell lorhhs..
after tat bout wen 4 plus rachel wen off lerhhs..
den liing, Jiie n miieh wen tuhh buy driinks fer them..
bac n saw them competiing wiib few biig guys..
scary worhhs.. e match iish so fierce.. omg..
match ended n started tuhh rain lerhhs..
zd, shun jiie n ren weii go home.. left we 5..
habiing chit-chatiing session awhiile n crapiings den jiiu wen home lerhhs..
todae ii skiipped my tuition agaiin..
really iish siianX dao, den chao dun feel like goiing derhhs lorhhs..
so tell mum gort lots ob tiings tuhh do n manage tuhh skiipped.. yes!!
felt abiit soriieX tuhh mum lahhs..
cuX iish ii sae ii wan tuition derhhs, den at e end dun wan go derhhs iish miieh agaiin..
so psps..
anyway skiipped lerhhs jiiu cant change lerhhs mahhs..
so now wad tuhh do iish finish up my hw n go tuhh bed..
ue hab been ignoriing miieh siince e dae..
haiis..
wad hab hapen..
it iish only been a few wks.. whye n wad makes ue change?!
ii sense tat ue dun feel like botheriing miieh already..
eberytiime ue walk past ue wiiL giib a sweet smiile..
but ii can nv c iit agaiin..
e smiile iish nort appeariing lerhhs..
ii wan bac e daes bfore all these hapens wen ue stiiL williing tuhh accept e tiings ii gave ue..
m ii tinkiing too much or wad?!
shuld ii make e fiirst move tuhh make ue hab e sweet smiile agaiin..?
haiis..
all ii niid iish juX e smiile tuhh makes my dae..
tats all!!
ii'm backiies tuhh sch lerhhs.. =p
thought can c my jiiaos frenX but sumhow stiiL felt abiit bored lahhs.. =(
cuX hab tuhh face so many cuii derhhs tiings.. haiis..
den ytd oso diio e engliish oral tiing..
lucky e cher iish a kiind harted derhhs.. hahas..
ytd after recess derhhs lesson iish all mr tan..
den at fiirst habiing e.maths.. was chiongiing my maths n forciing myself tuhh understand.. lols..
but ii nv wasted e lesson, at least ii stiiL can catch up abiit.. yeahhs yeahhs.. =p
den after tat iish a.maths lerhhs..
listeniing tuhh songs n doiing work..
untiiL VE, e REAL FUN came.. hahas..
all ob us were talkiing bout liing n JT..
den JT was shoutiing like hell tuhh make hiimself iinnocent..
same goes tuhh liing.. hahas..
they 2 keep repeatiing e same old tiing over n over agaiin.. lols.
untiiL liing gort enuff n shouted.. lucky nort vulgaritiies.. but she almost diid tat..
hahas..
even mr tan oso sae they 2..
woohoo.. couple liiaos.. hahas.. jiiaos..
jkjk derhhs.. liing n JT.. dun angry kkaes?! =p
after sch, skiipped SS srp n wen tuhh hg plaza wiib liing, Jiie, JT, guo kaii..
den c e 2 guys eatiing.. like 3 daes 3 niiteX nv eat lerhhs.. lols..
next JT call weii xuan tuhh cum down n miit us..
den wen he reach all ob them keep sae miieh n hiim lorhhs..
make miieh so -.- duno how tuhh react..
after awhiile ii wan tuhh go home lerhhs.. den they send miieh tuhh e bus stop..
next ii wen tuhh reborn my haiir lerhhs.. hahas..
cost 108 bucks worhhs.. okiies okiies lahhs..
den reach e salon at 4 plus n ended eberytiing at bout 8 like tat..
was stoniing at there fer almost 4 hrs.. ZZZ..
after tat wen fer dinner wiib mum..
e dinner was quiite horrible..
totally tasteless meal..
yucks.. duno e soup like wad? plaiin water ahhs..
omg.. den e friied riice no taste derhhs lorhhs.. nort niice..
ytd was really e tiriing dae fer miieh.. slpy like siiaos lorhhs.. diidnt manage tuhh catch sum slp.. ZZZ..