Secret loveletters, xo
Thursday, March 26, 2009 5:15 AM


since after e day sending dad off to china, many things seems to change..
erm........
mayb is just i think too much or wad?!
i just feels that probs r coming ups,
n e rest, i'm duno!! lols

anyway these few days, i'm not rotting at home..
den is going out with mum n sis..
is just such a boring life..

ohhs yahhs..
ytd i wen to rp for e damn stupid configuration thing..
wasting my time n e laptop is damn idoitic heavy..
Zzz
but anyway, it seems that i loves rp more n more..
though is not a really excellent poly den others,
but i just thinks that, i like e environment, e everything there..
=p
mayb......... my studies at there will not b quite pathetic..

&& i'm now hoping that tml will b sunday..
cux feilunhai will b coming..
woosh!! haha
i can meet up with my nuerr n c e handsome guy, aaron!!
omg!! 
sunday sunday!! faster come..
lols 



Wednesday, March 18, 2009 3:35 PM


HAPPY B'DAY TO RIA!!
omg!! it just seems that almost all my frenx around mieh r at e age of 18 now..
but i'm still stuck at 17.. Zzz
i wan 18.. 5 mth plus to go..
is very long!! 
my sch haven even starts yet, n i'm still aiming for e age of 18..
anyway, 2nd sis promise mieh to bring mieh to zouk wen i'm at e age of 18..
lols..
i think i really desperate for 18.. Zzz
shant say too much bout this no..

anyway, i think i'm going to rot at home during this mth..
cux, dad is going bac to china for work again..
gonna miss him like hell.. sad!!
but nvm.. i'm going to learn to b independent.. =p
cux thats how i'm going to live without him during e days wen he is not around..

anyway i loves e way i'm now..
which is i've learnt to SMILES!!



1:07 AM


slept at 5am last niitex.. yawn**
den this morning was disturb by my mum..
cux she ask mieh to acc her to grandpa house.. Zzz
reach there, n probs started..
all e unhappiness, shant say too much..
next, wen to guanyin temple to pray n headed home straight..

**couldnt control my tears frm falling..

**mayb?! i loves ue so..

**if ue ask mieh do i hate ue? i will say a YES!!



Saturday, March 14, 2009 2:04 PM


have been staying at home for e past few days..
i'm really totally stuck at home..
due to all e videos r so attractive.. haha
i've been watching, , , ..
n finally, i finish all these shows in these few days..
wahahahahaha!! =)

ytd i wen for e sch musical niitex..
met up with ruijia at sch bus stop n headed in sch..
wow!! many have reach already..
LOLS
anyway, manage to met up with lots of sch peeps..
especially samuel..
i nv met up with him for 1 yr..
n he is still e same.. same old face.. haha
anyway, i'm bac to help e juniors again.. ZZZ
after all these, wen to hg mall with ruijia for dinner at pasta mania..
n we saw ruijia's class peeps there.. lols
after we wanted to wen off, we saw them again.. zzz
den, acc ruijia to buy some stuffs bac home n wen to hg plaza to take bus..
guess wad?! we saw them again.. lols
so coincidence.. haha
after that, headed home straight!!

**he look different..
**e feeling is different..
**eberyting seems to b different..

**arron is so HANDSOME!!



Tuesday, March 10, 2009 1:54 PM


just came bac frm hg plaza not long ago..
cux today i wen bac to sch n take my o level cert..
but we reach sch quite late..
due to e disturber.. he told mieh he was reaching soon..
in e end.. haiis..
nvm..
i c he so gd, treat mieh bubble tea 2 times..
just let off him.. haha
after that, head to e office n took our stuffs..
but pathetic disturber, duno wad hapen to him..
he cant take bac his testi..
so, have to do many many many procedure to settle eberything..
next, wen for lunch in sch..
i miss e sch canteen so much.. 
lots of nice foods r there.. =(

after that, headed to hg plaza for pool..
halfway thru, huiling left n we waited for mr CJT at hg mall..
den have dinner at there, bought some snacks n bac to hg plaza for pool again..
next, i left e place but i forgot to take my cert..
ZZZ
so have to drop off frm e bus n go bac to take..
due to lazyness, decided to phone my father n ask him to fetch mieh..
haha
n this is where i'm now.. lols



Friday, March 6, 2009 11:51 PM


i'm damn excited n sweaty today.. =p 
cux today is our BBQ day!! haha 
i was delay by some of e things, so i have to mit up with those peeps at ruijia house.. 
while they wen to rivervale mall n buy some stuffs.. 
headed to ruijia house n started to play blackjack.. 
n sundy n yijun was damn unlucky that day..  
both of them kana forfeit, which is to help us throw rubbish.. 
LOLS 
after games, we marinate e chicken wings n parted with yijun..  
cux she have to go tuition.. =( 

next, we head off to hg mall n mit up with mr CJT.. 
den, some of them wen down to ntuc to buy some BBQ stuffs again.. 
after, some of them set off to e BBQ pit.. 
while mieh n ruijia waited for elissa to arrive.. 
we wen to bought some stuffs again, n wen to e pit.. 
jokes n laughters all e way in e niitex.. 
bout 10 plus?! elissa phone mr bear n ask him to come down.. 
LOLS 
den i was like freaking scared of my feelings.. ZZZ 
i duno how to handle.. 
wen he came, that mr CJT started to disturb him n mieh..  
arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
totally going to freaks out.. 
lucky i still have my way.. PHEW" 
settle eberything at almost 11, took photos n home time!! =p 

**i'm totally confused with my feelings.. 
**i'm scared!! but i duno wad it means..




Thursday, March 5, 2009 11:29 PM


 happy b'day to YIJUN!!
as usual, today is another day of surprise.. =p
met up with yeeling, ruijia, kimpei n ria at rp..
next, wen to choose a nice chocolate cake for our b'day girl.. 
haha
den we head to yijun house n give a a big surprise..
prob comes!! we duno where is her house..
and nobody noes where she stay.. LOLS
so no choice, have to contact n made a white lie to her..
den next, we took e lift up to level 12.. 
cux yijun is a "weirdo", so we guess she might wait for us at e lift.. -.-"
this lady is so funny.. she open e door n hid behind.. LOLS
anyway we manage to give her a "surprise"..

after that, send kimpei home i headed to ruijia house..
while yijun n yeeling head to ria house.. 
next, ruijia nid to go out..
so left 4 of us, wen to e basketball court n play..
till 7 plus we left n home sweet home!!

**i miss e route.. **i miss e journey.. **i miss eberything!!




Wednesday, March 4, 2009 11:11 PM


happy b'day to YEE LING!!
at last is her 18th b'day..
hmm.. since i have given her a long list of wishes in that special letter..
i shall not make my wish for her here.. =p

so wad we done today..
actually, mieh and many of our peeps were planning to go her house n give her a surprise..
so ria, ruijia n daren wen to bought e cake first..
while i wait for kimpei n head to her house.. haha
after that, yijun came..
den we started to get ready for her to come bac..
wen she reached home, she saw her home was dark..
which seems really weird.. haha
after that, we came out frm e kitchen n sing e happy b'day song to her.. =p
den so n so b'day procedure........

next, we headed to e nearby playground bfore going to hg mall..
cux some guys say they were craving for dinner..
after that, we left at bout 10 plus.. 

**wad a wonderful day, though i dun really feel quite happy!!




Tuesday, March 3, 2009 10:38 AM


i just came bac frm compass.. 
cux i wen out with my sch peeps to buy present for e coming march babies.. 
and we took almost 1 hr plus to decide wad to buy for them.. 
LOLS 
finish buying, still have to help to complete some of e things in e present.. 
wooh!! at e end, came home around 10 plus.. 
ZZZ 
most impt is, i still cant get to slp.. 
cux i still have to complete some stuffs for e b'day girl tml!! 
i think wen she saw it, she will b damn touched.. 
pls cry!! pls cry!! haha 

** must really really treasure this present.. 
**cux i wont do it for anyone easily!! 
**so so, dun ever try to throw it away!!




Sunday, March 1, 2009 3:57 PM


today's sky is so moody..
e sky is crying..
e sky is screaming..
e sky is..
i oso duno wad to talk bout..
can i give up on e sky?!
wad actually is e sky thinking bout?!
i duno..
i noe nth bout e sky at all?!
i duno e sky well..
i duno anything bout e sky..
all i noe is, e loves for 6 mths plus is all a waste of time!!
mayb, frm e starting i shuld tell him..
but i think...........................
nvm..
since it's already past, i think i shall just let it go..
LET IT GO!!