i'm so elighted now.. =D
just now was having mass convo with my sec peeps, planning wad to do for daren's b'day..
in the end, we settled with going to daren's house for bbq..
yeahs =D =D =D
happy happy.. super duper happy.. LOLS
i've been longing for bbq and someone make my wish come true..
thanks daren for that wonderful suggestion.. haha
i'm now awaiting for that day to arrive..
hope that it is tml.. pls come faster and end slower..
LOLS~~

anyway sorry to lovely shannie..
me and CSJ didnt mean to do that just now..
super duper sorry..
dun angry lahhs..
SMILES~~ =D

seriously a super down day for me.. =(
dun feel good, dun feel nice.. nth good for me..
back frm my slef-declared holiday and nth is in for me.. =(

everything just seems to be opposing me today..
class is having mass convo, but i cant join in..
just this stupid comp making my life so damn depressing..
and worse of all is, he is online but i doesnt have the courage to talk to him..
text him and talk to him on msn previously but no reply..

i just dun understand wad is happening and whye isit like that..
den just now when doing ppt, didnt contribute much to it..
just a few words spoken and thats all..
ideas not generated thru my mind..

wad the hell i'm in here today?
i really duno wad's going on with me today..
many things not settled yet..
this is and trying to freak me out.. =(
gosh..
today is just a fcuking day for me.. =(

class was fun ytd..
seriously, i loves them more and more.. =D
enjoying everyday's lifes in class, making me so hyper..

anyway today having my self declared holiday..
due to having bad tummy ache last night =(
gosh.. heard from jane that they having mass convo today again..
miss it.. =(
wish to be in class and get to share and enjoy their part of the happiness.. =(
but, nvm..
wad miss can never come bac..

anyway one gd news for me.. =D
i'm being deployed from airport to transport ambassador..
which means i will get to sit on the coach and interact with those VIP.. =D
hahahaha.. gonna be a great experience for me..
wadever is it, gd luck to me.. =D

rise and shine.. i'm back in the pathetic sch again.. =(
seriously, i cant find any good reason for me to be in sch..
i dun feel that i'm part of the sch anymore..
all the lessons are like boring, sort of useless to me..
i cant even rmb wad were being taught to me..
sometimes i really have the urged of quitting sch,
but i think my mum will hack me into pieces.. =(

i duno wad happen to me?
i just feel that every morning when i wake up, i'm only thinking that whether shuld i head to sch or continue to go to bed..
when i came to sch, all i think was going home,
hoping that 3.30 will come asap..=(
during sem 1, all i thought was how to get an A for my module grade..
but now..
it's just a total 180 degrees turn..
simply cant find any reason for me to be in this pathetic sch.. =(

such a sucks day..
woke up as early as i can be and received call from yeeling asked me whether am i going to yijun house for meal..
and my feeling was damn.. i totally forgot about this thing..
due to some other circumstances,
so in e end, i rejected the meal..
and heard that everything was cancel too..

i duno whether she is angry with me or wad so ever..
i just want to say that i didnt mean to forgot about this thing,
i also didnt mean not to go..
i'm really sorry and super sorry..
all i can noe is to apologise.. that's all i can do..
i'm just sorry..

such an annoying day today..

hate ppl call me out when i have a super bad hair day..
hate ppl call my name which includes my surname..
hate ppl call me out when i'm having stomachache..
hate my lappy for being so lack today..

it's just so annoying..
arghhh..

i felt so happy in E37H today..
i've never been so happy bfore.. =D
it seems that i loves my class each and everyday more.. =D

though today's lesson is fcuking bored to the hell but all thanks to them that made my life so enjoyable..
seriously speaking, i hate maths ever since i stepped into RP..
i think mr tan will be very disapointed if he knew about this.. =(
but i really cant bear with the lessons going on in RP..
totally sucks..
which made me almost went home halfway thru..
in e end, some of us manage to perservere and stayed till the end..

at 12 plus going to 1, we are still saying, whether to go or to stay..
until 1 plus den started our ppt..
in e end, we also didnt manage to finish all the questions..
but lucky faci didnt made his comments..
but i think he might be somehow quite disapointed with us..
cux when he was going through with us on the ws questions, all of us wasnt paying attention..
we were busying having mass convo in class and laughing like hell..
wadever is it, anyway i dun give a damn.
just bless me that tml will be a gd day for me.. =D

is raining heavily at woodlands now..
which makes my mood super down.. =(
i dun feel happy at all.. i dislike the way ue treat me..
i'm unhappy because of ue..
i'm happy because of ue..
is just simply all because of ue.. =( =(
i misses ue so much and so little..
i want to contact ue, but i doesnt have the courage..
wad can i do?

he is just simply trying to drive me crazy..
but i'm glad that the thing that he added on is not true..
*PHEW*
smiling all the way now.. hahahahahahahaha
my mood is totally back now.. =D =D =D
yipeeeeeee
i'm no longer moody and able to live happily ever after..
LOLS
just dun drive me crazy again.. *PLS*

rise and shine.. morning =D
today is just another helpless day..
ever since that thing happens, my mood is like totally down like freaking hell.. =(
dun really feel happy at all..
even though i'm in my hyper grp today, but i doesnt seems to be lively at all.. =(
lessons are just simply not interesting today..
feel like running off.. can i do that?
damn it.. i think my post is getting more and more boring..
wad can i do? shit.. =/
i hate lessons in RP now.. is totally sucks to the core..
arghhh..
shall be concentrated with my lesson now.. otherwise........

it's time for ranting.. =D

seriously sometimes i have a feeling that i dun really sense a belonging to my own class..
i just simply felt totally left out.. =(
wad can i do? i'm trying.. really..
just hopes that everything will goes well as the days passes by.. =)

anyway i'm so happy today..
met charmaine after sch and headed to orchard for shopping.. =D
due to charmaine wants a change of bag so we went to have a walked a far east..
but in e end, nth eye catching for us.. =(
after that, continue our shopping to ion orchard..
is my first time going there and my first impression is like wow..
many many famous shops..
i'm just so tempted by all the stuffs there..
but sad to say that my pocket had burn a hole very long time ago.. =(
so i aim to earn as much money as possible in order to get the stuffs i want.. *more money pls* another thing i was quite shocking is the toliet there..
is really super nice sehhs.. totally impressed.. =D
but didnt get to take photos with charmaine.. =(
nvm shall take it next time.. =D
kays.. now is time to do my RJ and stuffs..

ranting to be continues.. =D

I'm back to my blogging days again....... =D
it seems that my blog have rotted about 4 mths plus? LOLS
currently in my new class, new environment, new classmates..
sad to say that i still prefer my formal class.. =(
if without my clicks, i will just feel a total bored in this class..
i loves my clicks a lot.. =D they are so nice and hyper, makes me so enjoyable..
but it doesn't seems that I'm happy although my facial expressions tells me so..

i hate when all these things had hapen..
i hate when my emotions get controlled over me..
i hate when i cant get over it..
wad can i do?
those things that i saw are not true right?
pls tell me so..
i hate to have lots of guesses here and there..
i dislike all these feelings.. =( =( =(