Secret loveletters, xo
Friday, December 18, 2009 9:23 PM



hmm.. was still thinking whether to update or not to update my blog..
in e end, i did so.. =)

and guess wad?
tml is the actual 40th anniversary performance.. OMG
it just happen so suddenly..
just simply seems to be like tuesday..
a sudden long term holiday without preparation.. =/
wonders.. just wonders how i'm going to survive tml..
in this time, i'm still busy mugging with my 'pizzicato polka'
and glad to say that, i manage to figure out every single notes on my instrument now.. =D
just hope that nth will goes wrong tml.. PLS

anyway initially i wanted to go back to sch for practice..
in e end, i went back to help out in deco stuffs.. =/
there goes my practice again..
no rest for me, just PRACTICE =(

btw today is the release of n level result..
congrats to daren's bro, deren of scoring the top in SSS.. =D
i'm too excited, so went to msg daren straight after..
in e end, his reply was like......... looking down on his bro? LOLS
anyway congrats to those who did well and pass..

&& most imptly........
all the best to the performance tml =D



Wednesday, December 16, 2009 9:58 PM


hmm.. i feel that i'm just use to blogging..
always letting my blog to rot for days, mths..

anyway holiday had started for 2 days already..
but all i can say is, i aint happy at all.. =(
i miss him alot alot alot.. but.................
=( =( =(
full of disappointment towards him..
full of sadness just because of him..

i really dislike it..
he asked me out..
but when i remind him about it, he just forgets..
i was full of hopes when he told me, but in the end it became full of disappointment..
wad is his initial thoughts when he told me all these?
haiis.. i just dun feel like bothering all this things anymore..
IT REALLY MAKE ME SIMPLY FEEL SUCKS ABOUT I!!

i need HOSHIKO with me!!
thanks to her on that day, talking to me about all her thoughts about LOVES~~
i want to meet her and all the TA 611 peepos ASAP..
i want to meet LeeYeeLing, ElaineTan, etc toosssss..
and..
i just hope to see him too..