Tuesday, January 19, 2010
9:55 PM
having cognitive module today which does not require to do anything again.. =)
all thanks to faci who always let us lead a happy and relax day =)
friends always asked me, whye does ur class always seems to be so free and easy?
den i answered, i have no idea at all..
it all dependent on the faci.. we just follow wad faci had told us..
since they want to make us and their life easier, whye not?
dun try to find anymore trouble to make ur day miserable..
anyway had a short chat with yijun just now..
kinda of bored and nth to do..
none of peepos blogs are updated,
no nice and interesting videos for me to see.. =(
so she asked me to talk to him..
initially have the thoughts of doing so,
but..........
the but always makes me hesistate.. =/
he did took the initiative to talk to me early in the morning today..
but wad he said is because, he doesnt want me to complain about him again!
wth..
wad is he trying to say here..
did he said these intentionally or?
seriously, i find that i duno him well at all..
i dun understand his thoughts and stuffs..
we live in the same environment, study in the same area, get contact with each other always..
but.... everything seems to be so nice and beautiful..
however, all these are just the appearance..
the inner parts doesnt seems to be so..
is just the outer cover that beautify everything..
as wad i said earlier, i really really had the intention of telling him..
but circumstances of many many stuffs doesnt and make me change my mind..
sometimes i have the thoughts of telling him..
sometimes i have the thoughts that, our relationship now is very nice and peaceful,
which makes me doesnt want to take a step further..
confusion and confusion..
mayb i shuld really give up..
3 more wks to go..
wad can i really do?
anyway in the end, we will still be in different class..
i met might another person.. he might too..
so does thats conclude that i shall forgets stuffs and stuffs?
haiis.. but.............
mayb, mayb one day i will say? i nv noe..
i give up.. just lets nature take its course..