Thursday, January 7, 2010
11:14 PM
today's update shall be a long one again.. =/
initially planned to meet jiaxin in the morning, but due her overslept..
so meeting cancelled.. =(
in the end, met shannie.. but she was also late.. ZZZ
which ended up reaching class at almost 9..
but i wasnt late.. grats that maths faci mark us as present.. such nice.. =)
anyway, grp didnt change today..
so.......... i'm in the same team with him =)
maybe god really heard my prayers, maybe it is fated..
or all these are just simply coincidence?!
wadeva is it, i enjoyed everything is done between me and him today..
nevertheless, he make me laugh out loud again..
jokes, craps and adding on everyday.. =)
how i hope there is no stop to it.. never ending..
i seriously feel jealous and full of anger when someone invaded into our conversation..
it is meant to be a special conversation that only both of us noe..
not meant for everyone to noe about it..
maybe i'm just so selfish..
i just simply hate when he smiles at other conversation..
but when he smiles at our own conversation, i just felt so delighted..
seriously happy ttm!! =D =D =D
at that point of time, i just felt that the world seems to be only having me and him..
where others are just like passer by A, B, C.. LOLS
i noe it sounds like something very naive.. but................
i hope and pray super hard that i will be in the same team as him tml.. PLS!! BLESS!!
previously, i had the intention of not going to sch, quitting sch, etc..
but now, with him as my motivation, i will definitely try my very best to attend lesson everyday.. =)
haiis.. today is a lonely night..
didnt chat much with him.. makes me super down...... =(
i finally understood whye yeeling is able to speak with CJT the whole night and not feeling any boredom..
cux this is wad i'm feeling now..
little happiness, little jealousy, little angry..
this is the taste of loves..
and i will definitely not give him my blog link again..
this shall be my secret place for my ranting about him..
lots of loves for him and for me now.. lovelys ttm!!