Monday, February 22, 2010
10:31 AM
dad went back to china this morning.. as usual, whole family went to send him off.. as compared to last time, i'm kinda missing him more than previous time.. but.... ever since when he always come back to singapore for break, he is always giving us alot of troubles.. but anyway, he is still my dad.. i still loves him so..
i'm just feeling so vexed currently.. i wished that i'm not in the waiting list.. i want and desperate to go for the queensland trip.. i'm eager to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyday i'm praying so hard, just to hope that i will be selected.. if by 27th, there is no response from them, thats it.. i wont be able to go.. =( PLS HOPE AND BLESS THAT I WILL BE SELECTED!!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
12:36 AM
though i have the urged to update my blog, but i seriously have no idea what to update about.. third day of CNY already.. but there isn't anything nice to say about.. just the usual routine that we does for every CNY.. visiting relatives, friends, neighbours, etc.. boringness and boringness.......... to cure my boringness, the only thing is to find him for entertainment.. but today no entertainment from him.. i seriously feel the tiredness.. i dun want to continue anymore.. what's the use of waiting and can't even get any answer from him.. is just wasting of my time.. but.... all these waiting is just because of i'm still waiting for a hope.. hoping that my wish that i pray will come true.. but there isn't anything at all.. =/ i'm just hoping.. hoping.. hoping..
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
12:38 AM
currently still busy mugging about tml maths UT.. i think i might flunk in this coming UT.. =( totally have no idea what is the whole topic about.. but anyway nvm.. i'm only left with 2 more UT to go and my holiday will starts.. but i dun like it.. holiday is coming means, there is lesser chance in seeing him.. lesser chance in chatting with him.. =(
btw, saw him multiple times today =) happy ttm! as usual he is with a grp of girls.. haiis.. =/ totally loss of words.. duno what to say.. shall not bother so much today.. concentrate on my maths first.. =)
Sunday, February 7, 2010
11:53 PM
I'm using my new lappy to update my blog today.. feeling so nice and happy about having it.. cux it is the features and keyboard that I always longing for =) though is not the brand that i wanted, I'm still much satisfied! anyway, i guess today will be another day for a long and lengthy post.. =/
this week has been a busy and tiring week for me.. but finally, I finally completed my 15 weeks of modules for my 2nd semester.. which means to say that my year 2 is starting in 2 months time.. thats like fast den i ever really expect.. whatever it is, I shall just start concentrate on my UT before everything comes.. and guess what? I'm having entre UT tml.. but I'm still here blogging about stuffs and stuffs.. I just don't really have the urged of studying.. unlike Friday.. I bet that was the 1st time I studied so hard for my accounting.. stayed with huiyi & lini for the last preparation of FA until school library close.. and that was also like the first time I stayed in school until such late night! after, headed to mrt with huiyi, lini and nat.. thanks to them who made the night so happening.. =)
next, parted with them and headed to airport with the super long journey of mrt to fetch my dad! but but... i was late.. lucky i wasn't extreme late.. =) bused home and started chion-ing for accounts again! but in the end, didn't manage to complete all the practice questions.. =( next day, headed to school just for an accounting ut.. initially wanted to meet up with him to go home together.. but he forsake me and went off with his friend.. =( but.. is alright.. at least i manage to listen to his voice.. =) it's the first time i called him and heard his voice over the phone.. and it is like.. OMG! so charming.. haha
so after, train down to JP for Joe cheng a/s.. first saw him face to face, he is really adorable and tall.. =/ as usual, bought his album and went up to stage for his autograph.. i manage to speak up to him, saying that he is adorable and asked him to JIAYOU! and he replied me, asking me to JIAYOU too.. OMGOMG! he is such nice and friendly =) loves him to the max.. haha after his a/s, shopped for new year clothing at JP and bugis street.. and i bought my desired heels =) anyway this year clothing shall be a big difference as compared to last year, the tube dress.. =)
hmm.. but shopping ytd wasn't happy at all.. i was hopping that I'm able to meet him there.. just like the previous time when i saw him there.. but everything was just my thinking.. i couldn't stop and control for not thinking about him.. and I have to admit that the words, everything that he does, have a great impact on me.. but everything and everything is just my own thoughts.. there might never be a further step taken for us.. =/ mayb we will always be friends only..
tiredness and tiredness.. shall never think about it again..
Monday, February 1, 2010
9:28 PM
i noe, i noe that my tears will definitely roll down in one of the days.. just now sheryl asked me.. whye dun ue confess to him at the last day of school? all i told her was, just because i dun want myself to regret.. and i want to see his reaction.. but never did i expect that today was such a miserable day for me.. received his msg made me feel happy.. but not talking much to him for the whole day makes me want to cry out loud.. and i'm almost did that.. i noe i cant do that infront of him.. but, i really cant control my tears.. i'm left with 4 more days.. and i might not be able to see him much in the future.. this seriously ache my heart to the max! at this point of time, i shuld be concentrating on my studies.. but... just simply cant help it.. =( wad shuld i do?
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