=) =D =( =/ =|

2010-08-06T11:51:00.003+08:00

everything in this whole is about bearable.

i have to bear and admit the fact that both of us wont get the result as what i expected.

everything is going to be back to square one.

what i think is only one-sided.

i shuld try my best to let go and move on.

i seriously try my best but it seems that everything doesnt works well for me.

i tried to ignore, tried to give up.

and i thought i really can. but useless.

i will try!!!!!!

2010-07-25T13:06:00.004+08:00

after reading my past post, i have the temptation to update my blog :)

just realise that my blog had rotted for 4 mths?! LOL

but i guess, after this post, i might let my blog rot again..

anyway, went for last YOG training ytd and attended lijie b'day :)

i have no idea what to do now..

elsie asked about his feeling, but he just said that he is not prepared..

not prepared as in what? attracted or not?

everything is just bothering me so much.. *frustrated*

shall end my post now!!!!

2010-03-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

i'm back in singapore.. =)
super loves and miss the times at queensland..
the place there is totally a paradise..
get to meet many different ppl there, learn their culture and many other stuffs..
moreover, i get to know those year 2s and year 3s where some of them are super nice..
they do really take good care of us and ensure that we really understand all the stuffs that are taught there.. =)
nevertheless, all of us really had enjoyed the 6 days study trip there..
it was though exhausting but still fun anyway..
i just loves everything there..

will be back at queensland soon.. =)

2010-03-06T18:16:00.002+08:00

the blog for dcrsm brisbane trip has been created!
stay tuned to the blog for the happenings when we are at brisbane =)
1 week and 1 more day to go! *excited*

http://times-brisbane-republic.blogspot.com/

2010-03-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

my heart is totally dead and numb..
ever since the confession to him had failed, my heart doesnt seems to react well..
its doesnt have any sense of feeling anymore..
why am i always the one suffering so much?
does he suffer and feels terrible as what i am feeling?
i noe that things cant be forced.. and i admit the fact that we can nv have a good lasting..
whatever it is, i dun feel anything anymore.
it doesnt bothers me already. heart is dead, everything doesnt create an impact to me..
those things that i said previously are like craps to me now!
haiis.. shant say things that makes people depressed!

these few days, i felt never like before.. =)
everything seems to be so exciting and enjoyable to me..
i think is due to since i got the notice that i'm being selected for the study trip,
my feeling is getting better and better each day =)

anyway, had a meet up with my sec peepos ytd =)
i miss them super duper much..
celebrated with them the march babies birthday and went for dinner near yeeling house =)
had a long chat and everyone are so into playing the iphone application..
which makes me more tempt in purchasing itouch!
so stop tempting me.. i have no money already.. loll

as for today, went for grooming session early in the morning..
totally exhausted but still fun though..
trying out all the different kinds of make-ups..
testing colours, foundation, etc..
and in the end, result not bad.. which includes if i dun wear glasses..
now i have to admit that body shop stuffs are actually nice at times.. =)
the make up remover and the hydration mist is good =)
and and, it is my first time using the eyelashers curlers..
though not use to it.. but the experience is nice and fun..
learn lots of things and i noe how to take care of my skin already =)
shall buy more facial products to keep my complexion in beauty state.. =)

tml will be a tiring day for me again..
have to head to school for the last study trip briefing..
and stuffs are yet to be done!
so many things.. when can i ever complete them and have a good break?

2010-02-22T10:31:00.002+08:00

dad went back to china this morning..
as usual, whole family went to send him off..
as compared to last time, i'm kinda missing him more than previous time..
but.... ever since when he always come back to singapore for break,
he is always giving us alot of troubles..
but anyway, he is still my dad.. i still loves him so..

i'm just feeling so vexed currently..
i wished that i'm not in the waiting list..
i want and desperate to go for the queensland trip..
i'm eager to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyday i'm praying so hard, just to hope that i will be selected..
if by 27th, there is no response from them, thats it..
i wont be able to go.. =(
PLS HOPE AND BLESS THAT I WILL BE SELECTED!!

2010-02-17T00:36:00.004+08:00

though i have the urged to update my blog, but i seriously have no idea what to update about..
third day of CNY already.. but there isn't anything nice to say about..
just the usual routine that we does for every CNY..
visiting relatives, friends, neighbours, etc.. boringness and boringness..........
to cure my boringness, the only thing is to find him for entertainment..
but today no entertainment from him..
i seriously feel the tiredness.. i dun want to continue anymore..
what's the use of waiting and can't even get any answer from him..
is just wasting of my time.. but....
all these waiting is just because of i'm still waiting for a hope..
hoping that my wish that i pray will come true..
but there isn't anything at all.. =/
i'm just hoping.. hoping.. hoping..

2010-02-10T00:38:00.002+08:00

currently still busy mugging about tml maths UT..
i think i might flunk in this coming UT.. =(
totally have no idea what is the whole topic about..
but anyway nvm.. i'm only left with 2 more UT to go and my holiday will starts..
but i dun like it..
holiday is coming means, there is lesser chance in seeing him..
lesser chance in chatting with him.. =(

btw, saw him multiple times today =)
happy ttm! as usual he is with a grp of girls..
haiis.. =/
totally loss of words.. duno what to say..
shall not bother so much today..
concentrate on my maths first.. =)

2010-02-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

I'm using my new lappy to update my blog today..
feeling so nice and happy about having it..
cux it is the features and keyboard that I always longing for =)
though is not the brand that i wanted, I'm still much satisfied!
anyway, i guess today will be another day for a long and lengthy post.. =/

this week has been a busy and tiring week for me..
but finally, I finally completed my 15 weeks of modules for my 2nd semester..
which means to say that my year 2 is starting in 2 months time..
thats like fast den i ever really expect..
whatever it is, I shall just start concentrate on my UT before everything comes..
and guess what? I'm having entre UT tml..
but I'm still here blogging about stuffs and stuffs..
I just don't really have the urged of studying..
unlike Friday.. I bet that was the 1st time I studied so hard for my accounting..
stayed with huiyi & lini for the last preparation of FA until school library close..
and that was also like the first time I stayed in school until such late night!
after, headed to mrt with huiyi, lini and nat..
thanks to them who made the night so happening.. =)

next, parted with them and headed to airport with the super long journey of mrt to fetch my dad!
but but... i was late..
lucky i wasn't extreme late.. =)
bused home and started chion-ing for accounts again!
but in the end, didn't manage to complete all the practice questions.. =(
next day, headed to school just for an accounting ut..
initially wanted to meet up with him to go home together..
but he forsake me and went off with his friend.. =(
but.. is alright.. at least i manage to listen to his voice.. =)
it's the first time i called him and heard his voice over the phone..
and it is like.. OMG! so charming.. haha

so after, train down to JP for Joe cheng a/s..
first saw him face to face, he is really adorable and tall.. =/
as usual, bought his album and went up to stage for his autograph..
i manage to speak up to him, saying that he is adorable and asked him to JIAYOU!
and he replied me, asking me to JIAYOU too..
OMGOMG!
he is such nice and friendly =)
loves him to the max.. haha
after his a/s, shopped for new year clothing at JP and bugis street..
and i bought my desired heels =)
anyway this year clothing shall be a big difference as compared to last year, the tube dress.. =)

hmm.. but shopping ytd wasn't happy at all..
i was hopping that I'm able to meet him there..
just like the previous time when i saw him there..
but everything was just my thinking..
i couldn't stop and control for not thinking about him..
and I have to admit that the words, everything that he does, have a great impact on me..
but everything and everything is just my own thoughts..
there might never be a further step taken for us.. =/
mayb we will always be friends only..

tiredness and tiredness..
shall never think about it again..

2010-02-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

i noe, i noe that my tears will definitely roll down in one of the days..
just now sheryl asked me..
whye dun ue confess to him at the last day of school?
all i told her was, just because i dun want myself to regret..
and i want to see his reaction..
but never did i expect that today was such a miserable day for me..
received his msg made me feel happy..
but not talking much to him for the whole day makes me want to cry out loud..
and i'm almost did that..
i noe i cant do that infront of him..
but, i really cant control my tears..
i'm left with 4 more days.. and i might not be able to see him much in the future..
this seriously ache my heart to the max!
at this point of time, i shuld be concentrating on my studies..
but... just simply cant help it.. =(
wad shuld i do?

2010-01-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

whye is so many many things happening since ytd?

firstly is stuffs about me and him..
the awkwardness that started to happen..
secondly is something about marie..
but i had no idea wad exactly happen to her too..
thirdly is elaine stuffs..
she had some probs with her baby and her popo had admitted into hospital recently..
haiis.. wad exactly had happen..
things and things are going on..
my heart is aching like hell..
i seriously got no mood in doing anything..
just feel like crying out loud.. haiis..

i have totally no idea wad to do at all..
just simply can console elaine..
it just simply seems like, as a friend i'm quite useless..
cant even help her in anything..

sudden thoughts of i need him by my side..
but i noe that day will never come..
anyway the most i think i could do is just to pray for elaine's popo and hope that she will be fine! =)

*elaine, dun worry so much and try to smile as much as possible.. =)

2010-01-30T13:53:00.002+08:00

wad a nice saturday! =)
it seems like ytd was a long day for me......
and finally it is SATURDAY!

ytd wasnt a good day for me..
i totally sucks at marketing..
dun even understand a single thing at all..
wasnt even concentrated.. in the end, i didnt contribute in ppt.. =(
i'm so sorry to all my teammates.. =/

intended to attend marketing UT revision after lesson,
due to lazyness and some other reason, decided not to..
so as usual walked to mrt together with him..
after parted with him,
my mind seems to be brainwash by everything that is said on thursday..
i cant forget about wad shannie told him..
so in the end, brought up my courage and told him everything..
thought in the end, the result was wad i had expected, shed a little tears..
but at least we are still best of friends..
the friends that we use to be..
the friends that we always loves to quarrel about lame stuffs..
the friends that we had been as we use to be..

though everything seems to be nice like nth happen before..
sometimes i'm really afraid that the words had been said will affect our friendship..
but since it was already done............
i just leave it.. leave everything to fate..
whether to become awkward in the future, or to be the same as in the past...
i will just accept it..

anyway sorry that i made him being bothered by my words..
mayb i was really wrong in telling him those things..
but wadever it is, we will always be the best of friends.

2010-01-27T22:13:00.003+08:00

i think i'm having quite lots of fun during ytd and today.. =)
though had partial for cognitive ytd and get a stupid bloody F from that fat-c,
at least i didnt wasted my day =)

after partialling with my entre-mates,
when to library and busy mugging with all the stuffs to be put up at the booth for today.. though slpy, but still enjoyed all the fun and laughters =)
although these had happened before during entre lesson,
it seems that ytd was the most happiest day =D
i seriously sense the close-ness of between me and them
i bet that we are the most noisiest grp of ppl in the library..
hahahahah..

as for today..
got the long table for our booth that huiyi longing for.. lol
and in the end, got nth back..
just simply rotted at my booth for hours busy watching videos and chatting with peeps..
but good experience..
though is bored ttm, better den doing pdt, ws and ppt..
which i hate the most =/

so, it concludes that everything is quite okays for me =)
BIG BIG SMILES =)
but i think the SMILES only can last for 1 or 2 days..
cux one more week to go and UT3 will be here..
after that, i think i'm can hardly see all my E37H-mates..
this class is seriously much better den my previous class..
much more bonding, much more laughters, much more jokes..
i will definitely miss them all.. =)
hope to see them in year 2 =)

* booth picture credited from shannie =)

2010-01-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

nth is going any better for me..
haiis..
i sense something, but unsure of it..
shannie told me to say it but...
is not the matter of whether to say it or not..
it is just that wad if he doesnt feel anything?
will that affect our relationship?
i really duno wad to do..
opening his conversation, but doesnt noe how to start..
=(
wad shuld i do?
left with 1 more wk to go..
i really have no time already..
any kind souls to give me a piece of advice?

anyway, we are going to be in separated classes for UT3..
which means, the whole wk of UT, i might not be able to see him at all.. =(
this is like torturing me..
though previously when we are having UT in the same class,
i seems to be very bothered by his presence..
but...
without him is worse than that..
wad shuld i do?
haiis..

2010-01-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

having cognitive module today which does not require to do anything again.. =)
all thanks to faci who always let us lead a happy and relax day =)
friends always asked me, whye does ur class always seems to be so free and easy?
den i answered, i have no idea at all..
it all dependent on the faci.. we just follow wad faci had told us..
since they want to make us and their life easier, whye not?
dun try to find anymore trouble to make ur day miserable..

anyway had a short chat with yijun just now..
kinda of bored and nth to do..
none of peepos blogs are updated,
no nice and interesting videos for me to see.. =(
so she asked me to talk to him..
initially have the thoughts of doing so,
but..........
the but always makes me hesistate.. =/

he did took the initiative to talk to me early in the morning today..
but wad he said is because, he doesnt want me to complain about him again!
wth..
wad is he trying to say here..
did he said these intentionally or?
seriously, i find that i duno him well at all..
i dun understand his thoughts and stuffs..
we live in the same environment, study in the same area, get contact with each other always..
but.... everything seems to be so nice and beautiful..
however, all these are just the appearance..
the inner parts doesnt seems to be so..
is just the outer cover that beautify everything..

as wad i said earlier, i really really had the intention of telling him..
but circumstances of many many stuffs doesnt and make me change my mind..
sometimes i have the thoughts of telling him..
sometimes i have the thoughts that, our relationship now is very nice and peaceful,
which makes me doesnt want to take a step further..
confusion and confusion..
mayb i shuld really give up..
3 more wks to go..
wad can i really do?
anyway in the end, we will still be in different class..
i met might another person.. he might too..
so does thats conclude that i shall forgets stuffs and stuffs?
haiis.. but.............
mayb, mayb one day i will say? i nv noe..
i give up.. just lets nature take its course..

2010-01-19T00:05:00.003+08:00

after reading my past post, now i realized that i had actually admire him (MR Yjt) before..
omg! almost forgot about this thing.. =/
but that's like numerous years ago..
i still rmb, during that time, that scenario..
he is so handsome, so nice to be admire, so adorable..
just because of the name, reminds me about the stuffs that happen during chalet.. =)
how i hope everything can turn back..
there is a time machine for me to go back in time.. =)

2010-01-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

i'm delighted today =)
though waited quite long, until 2nd meeting..
but he took the initiative to talk to me =)
which makes my day happy =)

i admit that i was quite pissed off with such reply from him ytd..
but everything was over..
the last msg that he replied makes my smiles back again..
his concern and lame stuffs forever makes me smile..

most happiest things of all is,
i'm gonna meet him for lunch tml with my other classmates too =)
shall see how it goes..
whether i will be able to eat well.. =/

BIG SMILES TO ME =)

2010-01-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

sudden misses of my secondary school times with my lovely 5n1 and friends =)
the times when they spent the 5 years with me.. =)
since secondary one till five..
the three years that we spent together with ah tan..
the years, months, days that we made most of our 'chers' happy, angry and sad.. =)
the times that we cried together as a class..
the places that we been before..
the places that we spent our most memorable time there..
be it m'sia, sundy's house, school, class, sentosa, vivo..
those are our memories that cannot be replace by anyone else..
anyway thanks for ue guys to make my life so wonderful and fun..
really had enjoyed those days..

2010-01-16T14:08:00.001+08:00

totally exhausted today.. =/

anyway TGIS =)
initially thought that ytd will be a nice day for me cause its FRIDAY!
but..... all those are just simply my thoughts..
just thoughts that cannot have any further thinking..

was having marketing module ytd which i think completely sucks my day again..
not the marketing module that sucks me..
is just other circumstances that push me to the side of the hell..

btw, minting nuerr came to my sch ytd for the appealing of DAE..
but.... the person told her stuffs and stuffs..
haiis..
i'm simply sucks at consoling others..
see her crying makes my heart ache too..
just hope that she is fine today..
wadever is it, i will support her till the way.. =)

after sch, had a long walked and talked with shannie, sheryl and YC..
next, bused home with shannie and had a long chat with her about me and him..
she told me to try out stuffs and stuffs.. but......
i did try out today.. but nth nice came to me..
was is the initial thought for doing all these things?
and whye i'm the one who is always taking one step up?
i dislike doing all these stuffs..
dislike the feeling of waiting..
4 more wks to go.. i dun want these things to happen..
dun want anything that make me feel regret..
wad shuld i do next?

2010-01-14T14:44:00.003+08:00

it already almost the end of week 12..

and nothing nice is on for me yet!

only big big sigh that makes my day bored to the max =(

which i seriously dun like it..

anyway i having maths lesson today

which is the last of grouping with him..

i duno whether i shuld feel sad or wad?

i just find that my feeling today is a mixture of emotions..

i dun even noe how to explain wad is the emotion that i have currently..

i just noe that i only have BIG BIG SIGH now!

i totally have no mood for ranting about my stuffs today..

=( =( =(

sometimes i feel that, what if we really become the past of me and mr quek?

i'm really worried that the past will repeat..

i still remember the feeling when i was with mr quek..

it really sucks..

i'm really afraid.. afraid that the feeling will be back..

afraid that those quarrels and stuffs will be back..

afraid that sooner or later i will dislike him, just like what happens to me and mr quek in the past..

haiis.. i really duno how and what shuld i do?!

i dislike this kind of things happening to me..

i'm trying very hard to avoid thinking these stuffs..

but it seems that i cant even get over it..

i have lots and lots of stuffs wanting to blurt out..

wanting to tell him that how afraid i am..

wanting to tell him what's my feeling in my heart now..

but............... i just cant.. =(

2010-01-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

shall update the stuffs about saturday =)

saturday was serangoon sec, cca orientation..
initially, i wanted to meet peggy at sch's bus stop..
but my overslept ruined everything..
so in the end, met her in school..
at the stop where punggol primary is, i met esther but she ignored me till we reached sch..
lol.. is just that she didnt notice me at all.. =)
so after, she told me that she meeting ruijia..
so gave up in looking for peggy, just to wait for her..
waited aimlessly till 9 plus and she told me that she went back to slp.. OMG!
but anyway thanks that she cabbed down..
otherwise................

after meeting them, headed in to sch to see all lovelys juniors =)
i seriously miss them alot..
thought i just met them last mth.. lol
anyway that stupid ah pek; justin went to slp instead of going to sch and helpout..
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

after those helpout and recruiting stuffs, headed to hg mall for lunch..
but i was too full.. *BURP*
cux i went to serangoon to eat my favs KWAY TEOW SOUP!!
seriously, this is one of my super duper must eat food in serangoon..
without this, my meal doesnt makes perfect.. =)

lunched finish and accompanied juniors to IKEA for shopping..
as usuals, all the craps, jokes, laughters and fun were done there..
anyway thanks to kelsey for creating those super funny stuffs that burst out our laughters..
ohhs.. and not forgetting monika..
who seems to be like the auntie for the day.. opps.. =)
aftermath, home sweet home..
& of cux, nv forgets the texting of him to brighten up my days too....

2010-01-11T09:42:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!

he came and talk to me without me talking to him..

damn happy ttm!! haha

first time ever.. =)
and i'm now happily chatting with him on msn.. haha

2010-01-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

the night is bored and lonely..
his craps and jokes doesnt makes me laugh at all..
but it just makes me feel irritated..
i have no idea whye is like that.. but..
it is just so..
the fact that i doesnt have to mood to craps with him after 30 mins talk..
haiis.. wad's going on tonight?
maybe, is just because i dun have the mood?
or i just feel tired today..
but all i can say is, i really miss him alot..
i wish to see him soon.. i wish that i will get all the concern frm him again..
I JUST MISS HIM SO!! =(

2010-01-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

I’m happy i’m happy i’m happy
He came and asked me, ue look bored today right?
den i say yahhs.. how ue noe..
and he said, cux ue nv talk much to me today..
den i was like.. OMG!!
He notice that my conversation with him was short today..
I’m happy ttm!! =)
And he also notice me when i was presenting..
He noes i couldn’t answer well..
He noes everything.. he noes.. hahahs
I’m seriously happy ttm!!
So next is wad? Wad is going to happen next?
I’m awaiting for it..

2010-01-08T09:18:00.003+08:00

today's mood is totally sad ttm!!
didnt my prayers had said loud enough?
god didnt hear my prayers?
haiis.. initially my mood was really super gd when i noe he was in my team..
but........ my grp too overwhelming.. so faci had change him into a grp that he dun really like..
whye cant he join our grp? is just another additional person.. =/
haiis.. seriously sad ttm!!
moodless already..

suck a lonely day!!

2010-01-07T23:14:00.004+08:00

today's update shall be a long one again.. =/

initially planned to meet jiaxin in the morning, but due her overslept..
so meeting cancelled.. =(
in the end, met shannie.. but she was also late.. ZZZ
which ended up reaching class at almost 9..
but i wasnt late.. grats that maths faci mark us as present.. such nice.. =)

anyway, grp didnt change today..
so.......... i'm in the same team with him =)
maybe god really heard my prayers, maybe it is fated..
or all these are just simply coincidence?!
wadeva is it, i enjoyed everything is done between me and him today..
nevertheless, he make me laugh out loud again..
jokes, craps and adding on everyday.. =)
how i hope there is no stop to it.. never ending..

i seriously feel jealous and full of anger when someone invaded into our conversation..
it is meant to be a special conversation that only both of us noe..
not meant for everyone to noe about it..
maybe i'm just so selfish..
i just simply hate when he smiles at other conversation..
but when he smiles at our own conversation, i just felt so delighted..
seriously happy ttm!! =D =D =D

at that point of time, i just felt that the world seems to be only having me and him..
where others are just like passer by A, B, C.. LOLS
i noe it sounds like something very naive.. but................

i hope and pray super hard that i will be in the same team as him tml.. PLS!! BLESS!!
previously, i had the intention of not going to sch, quitting sch, etc..
but now, with him as my motivation, i will definitely try my very best to attend lesson everyday.. =)

haiis.. today is a lonely night..
didnt chat much with him.. makes me super down...... =(
i finally understood whye yeeling is able to speak with CJT the whole night and not feeling any boredom..
cux this is wad i'm feeling now..
little happiness, little jealousy, little angry..
this is the taste of loves..

and i will definitely not give him my blog link again..
this shall be my secret place for my ranting about him..
lots of loves for him and for me now.. lovelys ttm!!

2010-01-06T18:58:00.003+08:00

i had the temptation to update my blog today.. =)

anyway i met justin at the bus stop today.. and had a short short chat with him..
hahas..
and guess i saw who today..
its davis.. omg!!
my OGL for orientation..
it's like times since i last saw him..
kinda miss those orientation days with grp 13..
never forget thsoe happy days with those RP peepos.. =)

todays, having entrepreneurship which i think sucks ttm!!
total boringness.. and home is calling for me to partial..
but in the end, i didnt.. =/
i'm seriously bored ttm, that had the intention to go to YC's facebk to spam him like hell..
but in the end, i didnt again.. =/

anyway todays presentation was kinda gd?!
thanks to him who kept entertaining me in msn that makes my day again.. =)
gosh.. i wonder how would it be without him online...
how will my day be? boring to the extreme max?
ever since i came back frm holiday, i had been talking to him on msn..
seriously, if without his disturbance, i think my day will be moodless..

after sch, i pity him by walking to the mrt with him and huiyi & co.
so as usuals, craps and chats along the way till mrt station..
but in the end, due to ...... didnt manage to say bye to him.. =/
i wonder..
wonder whye everthing that relates to him have so many didnt..
weirdo..
mayb is just all random stuffs happening here and there that create these didnt.. LOLS
but he seriously seriously nv fails to made my day =D
though as compared to other chats, it might seems that those entertain by with is just normal..
but i swear that it is one of the days that made my boredom goes off and made my smiles back..

and i'm freaking tired now..
having my maths UT tml.. haven even started studying at all..
wad shuld i do?
dont even have the urged of doing those practice questions.. =(
i'm just exhausted..
hoping that with the help from evan yo songs will make me feel better..

btw dun be mislead by this long chunk of words.. is just that i really need a friend to keep me entertain..
last time was ruijia nuerr now.. but she had been busy since the last meet up..
so change entertainer.. =)
btw i really miss my nuerr.. miss those letter that she gave me..
those concern that she had gave me.. =/

**said that ue will study, pls really do so.. dun be distracted by stuffs.. =) JIAYOU!!

2010-01-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

i thought that today will be a boring day.. but it does not seems to be so.. =D
anyway had kathy in our team today which feels so happy =)
have no idea whye i will have such feeling.. =/
anyway just like thomas said, her voice is really nice and i seriously admire it..

as usual, today topic just requires multiple of common sense thinking and thats all..
haiis.. just simply dun understand whye does we have to take this module..
who will use those thinking skills to apply it in the future..
seriously make no sense.. =/
wadeva it is, i still have 5 more wks to go and have to bear with it..

after sch, shannie suggested to cabbed to causeway point instead of walking..
so YC, shannie, nura and me cabbed there =)
numerous of craps and laughters in the cabbed and reached interchange..
den separated with YC and nura and bused home with shannie..
tiredness was nv ending, slept in the bus like a pig and home sweet home..

now, crapping with the YC non stop..
quarellings nv ending..
i also duno whye.. just weird.. =/
but enjoyed all the craps and laughters, cux it will forever make my day happy =)

ohhs yahhs.. i met justin in the lift ytd..
growing taller and more..............
hahas..
i'm going see my co peeps soon.. during sec one cca orientation..
hope that recruitment will be gd ttm.. =D

2010-01-01T04:45:00.000+08:00

firstly, shall say HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! ITS 2010, NO LONGER THE 2009.. =D
next next, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANE!! =D

hmm.. how shuld i say about today?
not bad? not really..
feeling that today is quite a sucky day again.. =/
aint happy during the last day of 2009..
but glad that i manage to meet up with daren, ruijia, esther and daren's frenx, jacky!! =D hahas..
seriously, thanks to jacky that brought up all those jokes that made our day..
and thanks to him for helping us to shoot daren until he had nth to say.. =D =D

anyway, we did wad was as planned..
went for prawning with them today..
and in the end, the guys team had win us by 2 prawns.. =(
but anyway prawn was tastier and bigger than the previous time one.. =D
after that, pool time.. =D
as usual jokes and laughter were never ending.. =D

thereafter, cabbed down to esplanade for fireworks..
but sis called up and said that car had brokedown.. ZZZ
so in the end, ended our 2009 at lavender street with the broken down car.. =(
wad a "LUCKY DAY"..
aftermath, cabbed down to club street for supper and home sweet home!!

this 2009 is really not good for me..
just really hope that 2010 will be a better year for me to look ahead for..
and i saw the horoscope that my love life will be good in 2010..
bless that i will find my LOVES ONE SOON!! =D

2009-12-18T21:23:00.004+08:00

hmm.. was still thinking whether to update or not to update my blog..

in e end, i did so.. =)

and guess wad?

tml is the actual 40th anniversary performance.. OMG

it just happen so suddenly..

just simply seems to be like tuesday..

a sudden long term holiday without preparation.. =/

wonders.. just wonders how i'm going to survive tml..

in this time, i'm still busy mugging with my 'pizzicato polka'

and glad to say that, i manage to figure out every single notes on my instrument now.. =D

just hope that nth will goes wrong tml.. PLS

anyway initially i wanted to go back to sch for practice..

in e end, i went back to help out in deco stuffs.. =/

there goes my practice again..

no rest for me, just PRACTICE =(

btw today is the release of n level result..

congrats to daren's bro, deren of scoring the top in SSS.. =D

i'm too excited, so went to msg daren straight after..

in e end, his reply was like......... looking down on his bro? LOLS

anyway congrats to those who did well and pass..

&& most imptly........

all the best to the performance tml =D

2009-12-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i feel that i'm just use to blogging..
always letting my blog to rot for days, mths..

anyway holiday had started for 2 days already..
but all i can say is, i aint happy at all.. =(
i miss him alot alot alot.. but.................
=( =( =(
full of disappointment towards him..
full of sadness just because of him..

i really dislike it..
he asked me out..
but when i remind him about it, he just forgets..
i was full of hopes when he told me, but in the end it became full of disappointment..
wad is his initial thoughts when he told me all these?
haiis.. i just dun feel like bothering all this things anymore..
IT REALLY MAKE ME SIMPLY FEEL SUCKS ABOUT I!!

i need HOSHIKO with me!!
thanks to her on that day, talking to me about all her thoughts about LOVES~~
i want to meet her and all the TA 611 peepos ASAP..
i want to meet LeeYeeLing, ElaineTan, etc toosssss..
and..
i just hope to see him too..

2009-11-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

thought today's module is the fcuking boring maths,
but i still felt that sch was not so bad today.. =)
now our majority of our class was totally obsessed into the facebook game, BEJEWLED!
and it was like Zzz...
everyone are crazy about it, trying to compete against each other,
fighting for the ranking like hell..
and now, i'm part of them..
also trying to break my high score and score well.. LOLS
this game is like so crazy.. but it fun.. =D

having marketing UT today..
overall is like managable..
but sad that i didnt manage to finish all the questions which i noe how to do..
=( sad case for me..

anyway met up with fardila and my dear oppa lini after sch and headed to suntec for the apec thing..
the atmosphere there is like super hyper..
thanks that i'm in this event..
really nv regretted joining.. =D
on the way there and back home, 3 of us were like talking about loves stuffs which makes me to enthu towards the topic..
hahahs..
all thanks to them that makes me so happy for the night.. =D
thanks for the chit chatting..
sometimes, i really wonders,
how would it be like without them by my side..
and how would it be like if i nv met him before?

2009-11-02T20:51:00.002+08:00

It had been times since my last post..
I’m just far to lazy to update my blog.. *bored*
Anyway many things are happening here and there..
Be it happy or unhappy, life still have to go on.. =/

By the way, was quite busy during the wkend..
Having rehearsal, but was requested not to blog about it..
So shan’t say too much..
But anyway is super duper fun and interesting..
Such a great experience for me.. =D
After that, headed home by cab, have an hour slp and train to SMU for on-site recee..
But due to the tiredness, i doze off during the bus ride..
Apologies to the guide, cux our grp was quite silent..
Anyway, home sweet home after the long hrs of stuffs..

Had a change of team in today’s FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING MODULE..
Kind of loves this team today..
All thanks and grateful to Becky..
She really help me a lot in today’s lesson.. =D
While having break, shannie asked a question..
She asked, which grp do ue prefer? The previous or now..
And my mind was like, erm.............
How shuld i say? Actually I loves both of the team..
In fact i think that they actually worked differently..
Just that in the previous team, i unsure about lots and lots of stuffs..
Quite blur at times..
But now, with help from Becky, everything likes goes on more smoothly as compare to the previous team.. =D
Gonna change team for tml COGNITIVE MODULE tml..
Wonder who will be in my team...............
After skipping 2 of this lesson, i have to face such boring lesson again.. =(
Such a sad case for me.. haiis..
Anyway UT is also starting tml.. have to work extremely hard for this sem..
Otherwise my grade will be like.......................
WORK HARD GUYS AND GIRLS!!

By the way, JY is going to hospital for eye check up in few hrs time..
Hope she will be alright..
*PRAY HARD THAT SHE WILL BE FINE*

*saded.. due to some circumstances, i'm unable to be deploy at airport.. =( =( =(*

2009-10-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

i'm so elighted now.. =D
just now was having mass convo with my sec peeps, planning wad to do for daren's b'day..
in the end, we settled with going to daren's house for bbq..
yeahs =D =D =D
happy happy.. super duper happy.. LOLS
i've been longing for bbq and someone make my wish come true..
thanks daren for that wonderful suggestion.. haha
i'm now awaiting for that day to arrive..
hope that it is tml.. pls come faster and end slower..
LOLS~~

anyway sorry to lovely shannie..
me and CSJ didnt mean to do that just now..
super duper sorry..
dun angry lahhs..
SMILES~~ =D

2009-10-21T13:04:00.002+08:00

seriously a super down day for me.. =(
dun feel good, dun feel nice.. nth good for me..
back frm my slef-declared holiday and nth is in for me.. =(

everything just seems to be opposing me today..
class is having mass convo, but i cant join in..
just this stupid comp making my life so damn depressing..
and worse of all is, he is online but i doesnt have the courage to talk to him..
text him and talk to him on msn previously but no reply..

i just dun understand wad is happening and whye isit like that..
den just now when doing ppt, didnt contribute much to it..
just a few words spoken and thats all..
ideas not generated thru my mind..

wad the hell i'm in here today?
i really duno wad's going on with me today..
many things not settled yet..
this is and trying to freak me out.. =(
gosh..
today is just a fcuking day for me.. =(

2009-10-20T18:32:00.001+08:00

class was fun ytd..
seriously, i loves them more and more.. =D
enjoying everyday's lifes in class, making me so hyper..

anyway today having my self declared holiday..
due to having bad tummy ache last night =(
gosh.. heard from jane that they having mass convo today again..
miss it.. =(
wish to be in class and get to share and enjoy their part of the happiness.. =(
but, nvm..
wad miss can never come bac..

anyway one gd news for me.. =D
i'm being deployed from airport to transport ambassador..
which means i will get to sit on the coach and interact with those VIP.. =D
hahahaha.. gonna be a great experience for me..
wadever is it, gd luck to me.. =D

2009-10-19T08:02:00.002+08:00

rise and shine.. i'm back in the pathetic sch again.. =(
seriously, i cant find any good reason for me to be in sch..
i dun feel that i'm part of the sch anymore..
all the lessons are like boring, sort of useless to me..
i cant even rmb wad were being taught to me..
sometimes i really have the urged of quitting sch,
but i think my mum will hack me into pieces.. =(

i duno wad happen to me?
i just feel that every morning when i wake up, i'm only thinking that whether shuld i head to sch or continue to go to bed..
when i came to sch, all i think was going home,
hoping that 3.30 will come asap..=(
during sem 1, all i thought was how to get an A for my module grade..
but now..
it's just a total 180 degrees turn..
simply cant find any reason for me to be in this pathetic sch.. =(

2009-10-19T00:49:00.001+08:00

such a sucks day..
woke up as early as i can be and received call from yeeling asked me whether am i going to yijun house for meal..
and my feeling was damn.. i totally forgot about this thing..
due to some other circumstances,
so in e end, i rejected the meal..
and heard that everything was cancel too..

i duno whether she is angry with me or wad so ever..
i just want to say that i didnt mean to forgot about this thing,
i also didnt mean not to go..
i'm really sorry and super sorry..
all i can noe is to apologise.. that's all i can do..
i'm just sorry..

2009-10-17T18:11:00.001+08:00

such an annoying day today..

hate ppl call me out when i have a super bad hair day..
hate ppl call my name which includes my surname..
hate ppl call me out when i'm having stomachache..
hate my lappy for being so lack today..

it's just so annoying..
arghhh..

2009-10-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

i felt so happy in E37H today..
i've never been so happy bfore.. =D
it seems that i loves my class each and everyday more.. =D

though today's lesson is fcuking bored to the hell but all thanks to them that made my life so enjoyable..
seriously speaking, i hate maths ever since i stepped into RP..
i think mr tan will be very disapointed if he knew about this.. =(
but i really cant bear with the lessons going on in RP..
totally sucks..
which made me almost went home halfway thru..
in e end, some of us manage to perservere and stayed till the end..

at 12 plus going to 1, we are still saying, whether to go or to stay..
until 1 plus den started our ppt..
in e end, we also didnt manage to finish all the questions..
but lucky faci didnt made his comments..
but i think he might be somehow quite disapointed with us..
cux when he was going through with us on the ws questions, all of us wasnt paying attention..
we were busying having mass convo in class and laughing like hell..
wadever is it, anyway i dun give a damn.
just bless me that tml will be a gd day for me.. =D

2009-10-15T14:43:00.003+08:00

is raining heavily at woodlands now..
which makes my mood super down.. =(
i dun feel happy at all.. i dislike the way ue treat me..
i'm unhappy because of ue..
i'm happy because of ue..
is just simply all because of ue.. =( =(
i misses ue so much and so little..
i want to contact ue, but i doesnt have the courage..
wad can i do?

2009-10-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

he is just simply trying to drive me crazy..
but i'm glad that the thing that he added on is not true..
*PHEW*
smiling all the way now.. hahahahahahahaha
my mood is totally back now.. =D =D =D
yipeeeeeee
i'm no longer moody and able to live happily ever after..
LOLS
just dun drive me crazy again.. *PLS*

2009-10-14T10:57:00.002+08:00

rise and shine.. morning =D
today is just another helpless day..
ever since that thing happens, my mood is like totally down like freaking hell.. =(
dun really feel happy at all..
even though i'm in my hyper grp today, but i doesnt seems to be lively at all.. =(
lessons are just simply not interesting today..
feel like running off.. can i do that?
damn it.. i think my post is getting more and more boring..
wad can i do? shit.. =/
i hate lessons in RP now.. is totally sucks to the core..
arghhh..
shall be concentrated with my lesson now.. otherwise........

2009-10-13T20:58:00.006+08:00

it's time for ranting.. =D

seriously sometimes i have a feeling that i dun really sense a belonging to my own class..
i just simply felt totally left out.. =(
wad can i do? i'm trying.. really..
just hopes that everything will goes well as the days passes by.. =)

anyway i'm so happy today..
met charmaine after sch and headed to orchard for shopping.. =D
due to charmaine wants a change of bag so we went to have a walked a far east..
but in e end, nth eye catching for us.. =(
after that, continue our shopping to ion orchard..
is my first time going there and my first impression is like wow..
many many famous shops..
i'm just so tempted by all the stuffs there..
but sad to say that my pocket had burn a hole very long time ago.. =(
so i aim to earn as much money as possible in order to get the stuffs i want.. *more money pls* another thing i was quite shocking is the toliet there..
is really super nice sehhs.. totally impressed.. =D
but didnt get to take photos with charmaine.. =(
nvm shall take it next time.. =D
kays.. now is time to do my RJ and stuffs..

ranting to be continues.. =D

2009-10-13T08:28:00.004+08:00

I'm back to my blogging days again....... =D
it seems that my blog have rotted about 4 mths plus? LOLS
currently in my new class, new environment, new classmates..
sad to say that i still prefer my formal class.. =(
if without my clicks, i will just feel a total bored in this class..
i loves my clicks a lot.. =D they are so nice and hyper, makes me so enjoyable..
but it doesn't seems that I'm happy although my facial expressions tells me so..

i hate when all these things had hapen..
i hate when my emotions get controlled over me..
i hate when i cant get over it..
wad can i do?
those things that i saw are not true right?
pls tell me so..
i hate to have lots of guesses here and there..
i dislike all these feelings.. =( =( =(

2009-06-07T08:45:00.000+08:00

after Kpo-ing so many ppl's blog, i have e urged of blogging tooooooos..
MY GOD!! i have not been updating my this DAMN blog for 1 mth plus going to 2 mths..
Zzz!! -.-
my life is SUCKS during these mths..
wake up at 5.40 EVERYDAY, headed to hg inter at 6.30,
took bus to sch at 7 and reached damn pathetic sch at 8.
MY GOSH!! if i really continues this life, i might DIE!!
i want to SKIP sch.. I REALLY WANT TO!!

my holidays are ending soon.. 1 more wk to go..
must damn really precious it.. otherwise it gonna b wasted!!

i LOVES my 1 wk of holidays..
1st 2 days, i went bac to sch for STORM IG CAMP!!
i loves RANDOM STORM!!
THEY ROCKS!!
anyway thanks for e activities that e SL had planned for us..
thought e no. of ppl hu went is really pathetic, but we really enjoyed ourselves..
especially e 2nd day, when we went to botanic garden for e TREASURE HUNT..
thanks to KELVIN toooooos..
he really helped us a lot!!
ohhs yahhs.. & not forgeting our own SLs..
REENA AND SHARREN!! THANKS!! =D
though some of the programmes are really BORED, but we surely did enjoy..
LOVES UE GUYS!!

i loves 5th of june tooooos..
my first formal wear in my life and is e first time i put on contact lens..
OMG!!
since i did so many preparation for this damn F1 interview, i just hope that i can get in..
PLS!! PLS!!

thats all bout it.. nth to rant already..
cya W46K on either 9th of june or sch reopen..
BYEEEEEEESSSSSS!!

2009-04-25T10:26:00.004+08:00

kind of missing my life at sec sch..
though some r not happy memories, but i really enjoyed e times there..
where there is my bunch of BELOVED CLASSMATES crapping all sorts of stuffs..
our BELOVED MR TAN!!
trying to stress us with different kind of maths everyday.. haha

n of cux, not forgeting RUBY CHEAH!!

always "cher" here, "cher" there..
confiscating our snacks.. in e end, she is there eating our stuffs.. Zzz
ohhs yahhs.. & this person cant b forgotten..
it is MR ANG TIONG BENG!!
which is my "mr elmo".. haha
he do really looks like elmo.. lols
haiis.. i really miss everyone..
i miss all my peeps.. i miss here n there..
**crying out loud!!
i wan bac all those memories..
i wan to go bac to sec sch life..
i wan everything to change to e bfore..

kind of missing all my co peeps too..
especially, my 2 nuerrs, e ah pek n that BEAR!!

i miss those times when we always go for performance n watch performance..
cux after all these, we will unite s one n go out for dinner, etc..
i always rmb, me n ruijia will disturb that ah pek-justin.. haha
n i will always "fight" with that bear-zhixiong..

i really miss those times..

I WAN MY LIFE TO B BAC AT SEC SCH!!

2009-04-25T09:56:00.000+08:00

ohhs yes!!
i waited for this Saturday for damn long already!!
at last..
1 wk of modules lesson at rp have ended..
i didn't expect that i will survive for that 1 pathetic wk.. omg!!
but after 1 wk, me n huiling realize that we cant really survive for that long..
we'r almost going to give up soon.. haiis..
I'm tired really tired..
tired of everything.. tired of my modules lesson..
my presentation, & HIM!!

can i give up on everything?!
but i've come so far.. if i give up on this point of time, will it b a waste?
just pray hard that i can survive for e next following wks..
n pls PLS bless me that my gpa will b a gd one for this yr!!

**i said it i will nv hesitate in my decision again!!
but I'm just bac into e same old prob..
i duno wad's going on?!
all i noe is, things is getting frm bad to worse!!

2009-04-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

sorry for e late update again..
lessons at rp have started.. things r going boring!!
e only happy thing is that, i get to online everyday.. haha

ohhs yahhs..
i was freaking angry today!!
was late for sch due to that stupid traffic jam..
most impt is, i was only late for 5 mins..
n e punishment is to deduct 0.5 marks frm my daily grade.. ZZZ
haiis..
shant say too much bout this..
btw, today met up with davis, jo n co after sch for lunch..
n wen off at 5 plus..
den headed home with jay..

2009-04-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

3 days of orientation have ended!!
i miss everyone..
all my grp members.. & of cux not forgeting my OGLs!!
they r davis n jovinski!!

i was really having fun for these 3 days..
playing e 40 stations, preparing for war cry n e domino ripple!!
all these was really awesome!!
i enjoyed doing everything with my team members!!
team 13 RAWKS!!
overall we got e 3rd in e principal's cup..
though is not really wad we wanted, but at least we manage to break thru different schs n get this 2nd runners up!!
wooh!! good job SOH!!
anyway i'm starting to feels that, i'm really part of SOH already!! omg..
i really love this big family..
i love everyone!! especially him!!
my one n only.. =p

haiis.. i'm starting sch on monday already..
getting boring soon.. i'm just still at playing mood..
no mood for lesson!! YAWN**
i wan games n funs n everything!!
LESSON REJECTED!!

anyway, kind of missing him now..
he makes me feels that talking to him is scary..
makes me feels that love is a very scary thing..
even makes me feels that i can b that very far with him..
all i wan is, get to c him each n everyday..
each n every hrs..
missing him like freaking hell!!

btw, gonna post orientation photos on next update..
so stay tuned!! =p

2009-04-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

sorry for e late update..
due to my lazyness, so i have postpone this post for many many times..

anyway i just summarize wad i did during these days..
ehhs......
frm last mth, i wen for feilunhai a/s n wen to mediacorp to c them!!
&& their fame is totally scary..
so many fans r there to support them!!!!!!!!!!!!

next at e starting of april, is e day wen i started nua-ing at home again..
until speech day..
i met up with peeps to sch n badminton on that day..
den on last sat, i wen for my class gathering..
though we were like being drenched all e time, but we enjoyed everything there..
specially thanks to ruby cheah, hu allow us to stay at her hotel room.. =p

today!!
i nv been to enthusiatic in such orientation bfore..
i really love SOH!! it RAWKS!!
thought it been a long day, but i still manage to get some fun there..
&& most imptly, i get to noe many frenx.. =p
n thanks to davis n jovanski..
i noe they really tried very hard to keep us entertained!!
haha
they r really a good OGL!! =p
anyway, i really enjoyed today's activities..
hope that on e 15, there will b more to expect.. =p

2009-03-26T05:15:00.000+08:00

since after e day sending dad off to china, many things seems to change..
erm........
mayb is just i think too much or wad?!
i just feels that probs r coming ups,
n e rest, i'm duno!! lols

anyway these few days, i'm not rotting at home..
den is going out with mum n sis..
is just such a boring life..

ohhs yahhs..
ytd i wen to rp for e damn stupid configuration thing..
wasting my time n e laptop is damn idoitic heavy..
Zzz
but anyway, it seems that i loves rp more n more..
though is not a really excellent poly den others,
but i just thinks that, i like e environment, e everything there..
=p
mayb......... my studies at there will not b quite pathetic..

&& i'm now hoping that tml will b sunday..
cux feilunhai will b coming..
woosh!! haha
i can meet up with my nuerr n c e handsome guy, aaron!!
omg!!
sunday sunday!! faster come..
lols

2009-03-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO RIA!!
omg!! it just seems that almost all my frenx around mieh r at e age of 18 now..
but i'm still stuck at 17.. Zzz
i wan 18.. 5 mth plus to go..
is very long!!
my sch haven even starts yet, n i'm still aiming for e age of 18..
anyway, 2nd sis promise mieh to bring mieh to zouk wen i'm at e age of 18..
lols..
i think i really desperate for 18.. Zzz
shant say too much bout this no..

anyway, i think i'm going to rot at home during this mth..
cux, dad is going bac to china for work again..
gonna miss him like hell.. sad!!
but nvm.. i'm going to learn to b independent.. =p
cux thats how i'm going to live without him during e days wen he is not around..

anyway i loves e way i'm now..
which is i've learnt to SMILES!!

2009-03-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

slept at 5am last niitex.. yawn**
den this morning was disturb by my mum..
cux she ask mieh to acc her to grandpa house.. Zzz
reach there, n probs started..
all e unhappiness, shant say too much..
next, wen to guanyin temple to pray n headed home straight..

**couldnt control my tears frm falling..

**mayb?! i loves ue so..

**if ue ask mieh do i hate ue? i will say a YES!!

2009-03-14T14:04:00.001+08:00

have been staying at home for e past few days..
i'm really totally stuck at home..
due to all e videos r so attractive.. haha
i've been watching, , , ..
n finally, i finish all these shows in these few days..
wahahahahaha!! =)

ytd i wen for e sch musical niitex..
met up with ruijia at sch bus stop n headed in sch..
wow!! many have reach already..
LOLS
anyway, manage to met up with lots of sch peeps..
especially samuel..
i nv met up with him for 1 yr..
n he is still e same.. same old face.. haha
anyway, i'm bac to help e juniors again.. ZZZ
after all these, wen to hg mall with ruijia for dinner at pasta mania..
n we saw ruijia's class peeps there.. lols
after we wanted to wen off, we saw them again.. zzz
den, acc ruijia to buy some stuffs bac home n wen to hg plaza to take bus..
guess wad?! we saw them again.. lols
so coincidence.. haha
after that, headed home straight!!

**he look different..
**e feeling is different..
**eberyting seems to b different..

**arron is so HANDSOME!!

2009-03-10T13:54:00.001+08:00

just came bac frm hg plaza not long ago..
cux today i wen bac to sch n take my o level cert..
but we reach sch quite late..
due to e disturber.. he told mieh he was reaching soon..
in e end.. haiis..
nvm..
i c he so gd, treat mieh bubble tea 2 times..
just let off him.. haha
after that, head to e office n took our stuffs..
but pathetic disturber, duno wad hapen to him..
he cant take bac his testi..
so, have to do many many many procedure to settle eberything..
next, wen for lunch in sch..
i miss e sch canteen so much..
lots of nice foods r there.. =(

after that, headed to hg plaza for pool..
halfway thru, huiling left n we waited for mr CJT at hg mall..
den have dinner at there, bought some snacks n bac to hg plaza for pool again..
next, i left e place but i forgot to take my cert..
ZZZ
so have to drop off frm e bus n go bac to take..
due to lazyness, decided to phone my father n ask him to fetch mieh..
haha
n this is where i'm now.. lols

2009-03-06T23:51:00.002+08:00

i'm damn excited n sweaty today.. =p
cux today is our BBQ day!! haha
i was delay by some of e things, so i have to mit up with those peeps at ruijia house..
while they wen to rivervale mall n buy some stuffs..
headed to ruijia house n started to play blackjack..
n sundy n yijun was damn unlucky that day..
both of them kana forfeit, which is to help us throw rubbish..
LOLS
after games, we marinate e chicken wings n parted with yijun..
cux she have to go tuition.. =(

next, we head off to hg mall n mit up with mr CJT..
den, some of them wen down to ntuc to buy some BBQ stuffs again..
after, some of them set off to e BBQ pit..
while mieh n ruijia waited for elissa to arrive..
we wen to bought some stuffs again, n wen to e pit..
jokes n laughters all e way in e niitex..
bout 10 plus?! elissa phone mr bear n ask him to come down..
LOLS
den i was like freaking scared of my feelings.. ZZZ
i duno how to handle..
wen he came, that mr CJT started to disturb him n mieh..
arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
totally going to freaks out..
lucky i still have my way.. PHEW"
settle eberything at almost 11, took photos n home time!! =p

**i'm totally confused with my feelings..
**i'm scared!! but i duno wad it means..

2009-03-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

happy b'day to YIJUN!!
as usual, today is another day of surprise.. =p
met up with yeeling, ruijia, kimpei n ria at rp..
next, wen to choose a nice chocolate cake for our b'day girl..
haha
den we head to yijun house n give a a big surprise..
prob comes!! we duno where is her house..
and nobody noes where she stay.. LOLS
so no choice, have to contact n made a white lie to her..
den next, we took e lift up to level 12..
cux yijun is a "weirdo", so we guess she might wait for us at e lift.. -.-"
this lady is so funny.. she open e door n hid behind.. LOLS
anyway we manage to give her a "surprise"..

after that, send kimpei home i headed to ruijia house..
while yijun n yeeling head to ria house..
next, ruijia nid to go out..
so left 4 of us, wen to e basketball court n play..
till 7 plus we left n home sweet home!!

**i miss e route.. **i miss e journey.. **i miss eberything!!

2009-03-04T23:11:00.004+08:00

happy b'day to YEE LING!!
at last is her 18th b'day..
hmm.. since i have given her a long list of wishes in that special letter..
i shall not make my wish for her here.. =p

so wad we done today..
actually, mieh and many of our peeps were planning to go her house n give her a surprise..
so ria, ruijia n daren wen to bought e cake first..
while i wait for kimpei n head to her house.. haha
after that, yijun came..
den we started to get ready for her to come bac..
wen she reached home, she saw her home was dark..
which seems really weird.. haha
after that, we came out frm e kitchen n sing e happy b'day song to her.. =p
den so n so b'day procedure........

next, we headed to e nearby playground bfore going to hg mall..
cux some guys say they were craving for dinner..
after that, we left at bout 10 plus..

**wad a wonderful day, though i dun really feel quite happy!!

2009-03-03T10:38:00.003+08:00

i just came bac frm compass..
cux i wen out with my sch peeps to buy present for e coming march babies..
and we took almost 1 hr plus to decide wad to buy for them..
LOLS
finish buying, still have to help to complete some of e things in e present..
wooh!! at e end, came home around 10 plus..
ZZZ
most impt is, i still cant get to slp..
cux i still have to complete some stuffs for e b'day girl tml!!
i think wen she saw it, she will b damn touched..
pls cry!! pls cry!! haha

** must really really treasure this present..
**cux i wont do it for anyone easily!!
**so so, dun ever try to throw it away!!

2009-03-01T15:57:00.000+08:00

today's sky is so moody..
e sky is crying..
e sky is screaming..
e sky is..
i oso duno wad to talk bout..
can i give up on e sky?!
wad actually is e sky thinking bout?!
i duno..
i noe nth bout e sky at all?!
i duno e sky well..
i duno anything bout e sky..
all i noe is, e loves for 6 mths plus is all a waste of time!!
mayb, frm e starting i shuld tell him..
but i think...........................
nvm..
since it's already past, i think i shall just let it go..
LET IT GO!!

2009-02-25T03:11:00.001+08:00

woohoo..
at last i manage to miit up with all my class peeps..
i'm so happy..
since after o level result release, i have not met them..
it've really been a long time..
cux now is already almost end of feb..
times flys so easily n nv comes bac.. sad =(
and soon, eberybody will b going to different polys n will lead different lifes..
i will really really miss all my peeps alot..
they gave mieh lots of laughters n sadness..
but i really treasure them alot..
lucky we still have another gathering..
and i hope that is not e last one.. =)
just hope that i can miit each and eberyone of them real soon.. =)
** mr 2nd nice guy is so handsome.. lols..

2009-02-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

i think i'm gonna put my blog in a private status soon..

nowadays, things r getting more n more complicated!!
i duno wad to do, neither do i noe how to solve all these probs..
it is just trying to FREAKS mieh out!!
WTH!!
i'm just trying to vent all my anger n my frustrations here..
but there is a MAJOR probs here..
that is, i dun even noe wad i'm frustrating bout?!
omg!!
this gonna makes mieh mad soon..
i'm going bonkers soon after..

MY GOD!!
wad m i gonna do?!
huhs? huhs? huhs?
stupid mind, stupid brain, stupid hart!!
makes mieh going more n more confused!!

i just feels that, there is a very heavy burden in my hart that i cant let go..
i dun wad is that..
all i noe, if i dun solve in, i will not b at ease!!

all i hope is, i can go to bed n have a nice slp..
den by e time i woke up, eberything will b over!!

2009-02-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

today is yoga's concert, n i cant get to watch..
omg!! i'm so sad.. =(
i'm just so envy with lijie..
cux she can get to watch his concert..
lols!!

how i hope yoga can open another concert in singapore soon..
&& this time i gurantee, i will buy his concert tickets..
=)

2009-02-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

today is e last day of promotion at vivo..
omg!! i just cant believe that 14 days hab pass..
so fast!

&& i dun think there will b another promotion there..
due to e sales at there isnt very gd..
haiis..
gonna miss eberyone..
gonna miss dajie, pauline, may, mary..
especially is pauline n dajie..
they really makes my day..
without them, i think i'm gonna b bored like hell there..

anyway i just promise them that i will b going to their work place if i hab e time..
just hope i can c them asap!!

2009-02-12T19:55:00.001+08:00

at last i hab e chance to update my blog!!
it been bout like 2 wks since my last update.. haha

times really flys fast..
&& e tangs promotion at vivo is just left with e last 3 days.. omg!!
i just rmb e first day wen i reach there i was so bored..
lucky i met e blackraisins collegue, dorothy..
we chatted to pass e long hrs n home sweet home..

actually e promotion at there wasnt so gd..
worst den taka.. =(
but at least i still get to make lots ob working frenx frm blackraisins, denni/kenji, monclair..
especially pauline..
she is such a joker..
made mieh n da jie laughing like hell.. haha
but after 3 days, i think i wont b seeing her often..
unless i go to plaza sing..
nvm.. c how it goes bahhs..

anyway i will miss them all..

2009-01-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

this yr, it isnt quite gd fer e goats..
haiis..
this really makes my mood down to e hell.. lols
skipped topic!!

anyway this afternoon i saw "just a tin"..
haha
since e sec one orientation, i hab nv met him..
so shocked!! lols

btw, after this new yr, i will b damn freaking busy till mid ob feb..
cux i will b busying attending chingay performance..
going fer "huang jing lun" autograph session..
&& i will b working fer 2 weeks without break..
omg!!
gonna b quite tired..
so hab tuhh rest during these 2 days..
otherwise, i'm gonna b in an exhausted mood!!

2009-01-25T06:29:00.001+08:00

it is 6.20 in e morning now n i just reached home.. lols
i'm totally so damn exhausted!!
cux i just wen tuhh e market wiib mother at bout 5 plus just now..
omg!! i gave up my slept all bcux ob my mum..
i think she shuld b honoured tuhh hab such a daughter tuhh acc her in such a early morning..
lols..
anyway morning's market is quite interesting..
except.. there r some weirdo there..
they r just simply irritating n hab such a bad attitude..
arghhh!!
iib they were nort elderly, i will shout bac at them..
humph!!

anyway, bought bac lots ob stuffs..
like e roasted chicken n duck, foods fer in e latta morning n lovely flowers..
i loves e roses n e flower which looks like lavender..
&& most iimpt, i finally found e riitex red rose which i longing fer..
mayb latta wen my mum arrange finish, i will snapshot it n post it up..
so stay tuned.. haha

ohhs yahhs.. almost ferget tuhh sae..
just now wen i wen tuhh buy breakfast, i met a handsome guy..
omg!! wad a lucky morning.. haha
he just looks like e " gold coffee"..
haha
anyway, it's my turn tuhh hab my slp now..
niitex!!

2009-01-20T20:28:00.001+08:00

didnt really hab e mood tuhh update my blog..
but i'm just really bored tuhh hell!!

10 days more tuhh e posting results..
siis just kept repeating tuhh miieh that, " dun worry.. ue will sure get into one ob e course.."
lols..
how can i nort tuhh worry?!
haiis..
anyway s usual, just leave it tuhh fate!!
thats all i can sae..

ohhs.. thanks tuhh liing..
she is now my "aii qing gu wen"
haha
been habing much troubles since last saturday!!
haiis..
all i can sae is i just really miss him so..
i miss him..
i miss him..
&& i do really miss him so..
though liing hab blabber lots n lots ob advice tuhh miieh,
but.. things just cant get out ob my minds..
i just cant think straight..
mayb s times goes by, i may wake up..
i think i will..
i hoping so!!

&& tml is another working..
bored!!
i'm just lucky that i will nort b working in e morning shift tml..
cux i hab been working in e morning shift fer e past working days..
i'm just so tired..
n all i hope now is that i can hab gd sales tml.. =p

2009-01-15T01:37:00.001+08:00

e terrible monday hab past..
&& i didnt do very well fer my o level.. haiis..
so disappointed..
but.. but.. i manage tuhh get into poly..
now only thing tuhh do is just tuhh wait fer 30th..
wait fer e result ob which course n sch i'm in..
just hope i can really get into e course i wans..
&& hope e rest oso can get into e sch n course they wanted!!
BLESS**

&& these days, sales isnt very gd..
haiis..
how i hope e days can b bac tuhh christmas..
den my sales will b perfect..
during new yr, no one will buy such ex hairclips lahhs..
sales nort gd, it just will make my mood down!!

2009-01-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

wow!! didnt notice that i hab nort update my blog fer 1 wk plus..
lols
hmm.. anyway tml is monday..
though monday isnt very big, just only e day that is habing monday blues..
but but.. tml is a very BIG n IMPT day fer ebery sec 4e n 5n..
we'r getting our o level result tml!!
omg!! e day hab come..
wad will b our destiny?!
how will our future b?!
haiis.. aint say too much bout tml..
it just makes miieh nervous!!

hmm.. let miieh think wad've done fer e past 1 wk..
ehhs..
3rd is mum's b'day..
so we wen fer dinner at oasis..

on e 4th n 5th, i was just simply busy working..

den on e 6th, didnt really did much things..
just staying at home n follow my usual life..

7th, wen out wiib e usual peeps fer badminton n pool..
e time was really enjoyable..
cux jianting n weixuan were like e jokers ob e day.. lols..

on e 8th, i wen fer work..
&& i waited fer my parents tuhh fetch miieh fer 40 mins..
omg!! this is e first time i waited fer ppl fer such long time..
damn freaking angry lahhs..
arghhh!!

aiiya.. den on e 9th, s usual didnt did much..

10th.. wen fer breakfast early in e morning wiib some co peeps..
n wen tuhh sch tuhh help out in e co orientation..
this is e first time i didnt join in e performance..
it just seems so weird.. lols..
after, wen tuhh punggol plaza wiib another batch ob co peeps fer lunch..
&& headed home straight..
** i'm just simply so happy..
cux i get tuhh c him.. haha
he is just so cute n handsome.. lols..

11th, today wen fer work in e morning..
after, miit up wiib siis n parents at far east tuhh buy CNY clothes..
n thanks tuhh siis..
all e things we bought were paid by her..
woohoo.. i loves ue so much.. haha
anyway, i get tuhh buy 2 tube dresses which r just so lovely..
&& 2 shorts.. n 1 pair ob shoes..
i just cant imagine i've bought so many things.. lols
&& siis brought miieh tuhh "show" shop..
i spotted a mickey jacket which is pink in colour..
it is just so NICEEEEEEE..
i wans.. actually siis wans tuhh buy fer miieh.. but..
her pocket gonna broke liiaos.. && e jacket cost 100 plus..
so.. ended up saying buaiis tuhh it..
saded..
anyway siis promise that next time wen there is new stocks coming up, she will bring miieh there again fer shopping..
yeahhs..
omg!! i so in loves wiib my big siis.. lols..

2009-01-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

firstly, happy b'day tuhh e sweet little gurlx, caddie!!
haha..
happy 3 yrs old..
secondly, happy b'day tuhh peggy, e bai pi gu.. lols..

anyway tml iish mum n raissa b'day!!
so shall wish them in advance.. =p
happy b'day tuhh mum..
hope she wont b nagging us too much in e future!!
lols..
&& lastly, happy b'day tuhh raissa, e pretty gurlx..
hope she will b bac soon frm indo..
miss her lots.. =p

today iish e 2nd day ob e new yr..
it just seems that something iish nort very riitex..
but i just simply cant figure out wad iish it..
haiis..
anyway tml i hab tuhh b in sch fer practice..
which means, i can get tuhh c him again..
yeahhs..
but.. but.. just one day per week..
really misses him lots..
btw, duno how iish tml practice gonna b..
&& nowadays nort in e good mood..
sales aint getting betta..
omg!! den that auntie just giving us lots ob trouble..
haiis.. problems n problems coming!!
iish already a new yr.. but things aint getting betta..
so it just makes my mood going down n down!! =(

2008-12-31T03:47:00.000+08:00

today iish e last day ob 2008..
omg!!
times hab really pass..
it really flys fast n nv come bac again..
haiis..
in this yr, i hab done nth much..
just felt that i'm wasting this yr..
really regretted.. haiis..

anyway, ytd i wen out wiib liing n yuxin..
woohoo!!
it hab been times since i last met yuxin..
but sad that feyona cant come.. =(
&& den we wen tuhh watch e "Yes Man"
iish a nice comedy.. haha
but dun really understand their english..
iish just too hard tuhh understand.. lols..
after movie, wen tuhh e national geographic shop tuhh walked walked..
den train tuhh hg plaza wiib liing fer pool..
&& iish so fun.. i'm just craving fer it now!!

2008-12-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

wen fer co practice this morning..
it hab been times since i last touch my instrument..
somehow, i felt abit weird n unfamiliar.. lols..
anyway it hab been bout 1 mth like this since i last met my fellow co mates.. haha
miss them lots..
most iimpt iish, i get tuhh c him.. =p
after times, i felt that e feeling iish still there..
it hab nv change at all..
i still loves him so..
but e only thing that change iish, i'm nort waiting fer him..
i'm just loving in e way that i wish tuhh..
&& it iish nort like last time, where i will always cry fer him..
this time, i'm just feeling happy n missing him so much.. haha
loving him iish just so enjoyable!!

&& afternoon, wen fer work..
nth much hapen today..
just s usual wen home at late niitex..
feeling so exhausted..
&& i niid a great tight slp toniitex..
cux i hab tuhh work tml.. =p
niitex!!

2008-12-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

that auntie iish just trying tuhh freak miieh out!!
she just only noe how tuhh bootlick e boss..
she just think ob herself..
wad a selfish gurlx..
den at e bac, she iish trying tuhh bac stab ppl..
wth..
hu she think she iish?!
huhs?!
i just dun feel like working wiib her anymore!!
she iish such a hypocrite!!
acting like as iib she hab done nth wrong!!
walao!! act like so innocent..
but she iish nort!! nobody will believes her..
cux eberyone noes her character..
i just hope i can faster get rid ob this hell!!

2008-12-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

hohoho!! merry christmas!!
hope eberyone r enjoying their in their x'mas party!!

anyway, ytd i wen out wiib family fer countdown at orchard..
nth much really..
just sat in e car, looking at those ppl spraying on each other..
wen times iish up, eberybody cheers.. thats all..
just felt that this christmas isnt that high at all..
nth fun, nth happy..
mayb iish bcux i hab tuhh work on e 25th..
sad =(

btw, today i was working on e morning shift..
so i can release at 4.30.. woohoo!!
anyway, liing n yijing came tuhh look fer miieh thereafter..
den we walk around orchard tuhh c those deco n headed tuhh kovan tuhh miit yijun they all..
next, dinner at pizza hut..
&& craps around den wen fer pool..

2008-12-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

nowadays didnt get tuhh miit up wiib lots ob ppl..
cux i was working..
anyway i did enjoy e job.. haha
get use tuhh it fer only bout 2 days?!
but i didnt like it..
cux i didnt get tuhh work fer many days fer this mth..
just simply 12 days fer this december..
omg!!
12 days only..
how m i going tuhh earn lots ob money fer myself?!
i just niid money badly..
i wan tuhh buy lots n lots ob things..
i wan heels, elegant outfit, branded stuffs, get my irritating hair done,
laptop, n many many more..
i just wan tuhh shop wiib lots ob cash..
**credit cards oso will do.. haha
just dun wan window shopping..
i hate it!!
iib this i wad i get, i rather nort tuhh get out ob e house..
it just makes miieh feels tempted n irritated..
so money iish wad i ever niid now..

** i wan money n a enormous elmo plushies fer this christmas..
hu can ever grant my wish?!

2008-12-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

didnt manage tuhh update my blog due tuhh com was spoilt n i was working..
habing quite a tiring day fer ebery wk end..
haiis.. no choice..
cux i simply niid money..
anyway, i still intend tuhh look fer another job.. lols..
though tiring, but in e end i still will benefits..
by earning lots n lots ob money.. lols..
i really niid lots ob money now..
how i hope e money can drop frm e sky now..
&& i can assure that, i will b e first one tuhh take an umbrella tuhh collect all e notes ob cash.. lols..
anyway it hab been times sice i last met my dearest frenx..
includes, lijie, yuxin n feyona n many many more..
i miss them lots..
how i hope i can miit them soon..
so wad i gonna do iish pray really hard that one day,
cash can really drop frm heaven..
so that e items in my wishlist can b fufil..
n most iimpt iish i can hab time tuhh miit my fellow frenx..
thats it..

hoping fer a prince tuhh stand by my side..

2008-11-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

my blog hab rotted fer almost 1 wk.. omg!!

cux on mondae n tuesdae, i wen fer co chalet..
so didnt manage tuhh update my blog..
&& co chalet isnt that fun..
just simply rotting fer e whole day..
n e only thing fer miieh tuhh do iish, watch them play mahjong!!
YAWN** BORED!!
most angry iish that, e bike that miieh n ruijia rent, wen lost..
it was den found out that it hab been returned..
but but.. e aunt deny.. ARGHHH!!
anyway eberything hab solve!!
PHEW!!
all thanks tuhh kuibin..
THANKS!!

btw was habing quite lots ob fun by hearing those craps by zul n yikloong..
haha
yikloong was playing mahjong n in e min time, he was just trying tuhh make us laugh like hell..
he kept disturb minting.. n oso kept talking bout his " wife n child "
den zul iish like trying tuhh disturb miieh n ruijia.. lols..
we wen wiib him tuhh pool at costa sands.. && it iish just horrible..
den wen he wen bac tuhh chalet, he was like kept complaining tuhh others..
lols..
wen wiib him tuhh EHUB oso like that..
all e way, he was like craps n craps non stop..
such a chitchatter!!
ohhs yahhs.. must thanks all e ppl hu help in e bbq..
thanks fer all e hardwork!! haha

anyway due tuhh boredness, decided tuhh wen home at e 2nd day..

den on wednesdae, i wen fer interview at taka..
cux on mondae, actually i wen interview at angmokio..
thought angmokio there accept miieh, but i still hab tuhh go fer another round ob interview.. haiis
now only thing tuhh do iish wait fer their call..

den on thursday, intended tuhh go out wiib lijie n liing..
but due tuhh my personal reason, decided tuhh cancel it.. =(

anyway i'm now habing bad sore throat.. n my voice iish like hell..
coughing n coughing..
wen can this stop?!

how can i stop this relationship between us?!

** shall upload e photos, once i gort it!! =p

2008-11-22T01:46:00.001+08:00

firstly, shall sae HAPPY B'DAE TUHH E MR DISTURBER- SUNDY!!

hab been quite a lazy pig these few days..
must wait until sunrise, moonset den i'm willing tuhh wake up..

today, intended tuhh miit nuerr at 12, but due tuhh lazyness, i change it tuhh 1..
den until 12.55 i still hab nort step out ob e house..
but wen i wans tuhh step out, found out that my ezlink card iish lost..
OMG!!
look fer bout 1 hr plus, nuerr decided tuhh come tuhh my house n help miieh in e searching mission.. lols..
until bout 2 hrs, my minds wakes up n i found my card in my box!!
die liiaos lahhs.. my STM iish getting worsen..
wad shall i do?!

anyway, i found my card n hurried out tuhh level 6 tuhh BEGGED that "ah pek" justin tuhh go..
wasted bout my half an hour, crapings non stop wiib him, playing scissors; paper; stone, den he iish willing tuhh go..
so anyway, nuerr, didi and miieh reach first..
den since teddy bear n ah pek haben reach, so we wen tuhh play pool..
haha
play until bout going tuhh 1 hr like that, den e BASTARD teddy bear sae he cant go..
gonna SMACK him lorhhs.. waste my time waiting fer him den sae cant go..
ZZZ
den called up ah pek too.. n he told miieh that he dun wan tuhh go too..
both ob them r like trying tuhh fool miieh lorhhs..
think i'm just born ytd, trying tuhh bluff miieh?! huhs?!
wad m i in their mind?! a gurlx tuhh let them play a fool?!
e previous time already like that.. this time oso like that..
how can i believe in them again?!
i promise that, nv will i believe in them again!!

skipped topic..
so without them, 3 ob us wen tuhh eat "hans"..
den after dinner, hab a chit chat session, talking bout e past in sch.. haha
after that, hab a walked at suntec n headed tuhh mrt..
halfway thru, decided tuhh go sundy house n buy cakes fer him..
so wen we reach compass, called him down n craps again..
lols..
habing lame session there.. && dramatic session.. haha
den wen bac home wiib nuerr straight after n reach home at 11 plus..

2008-11-21T03:19:00.002+08:00

she hab gone fer 1 wk n 1 day..
she hab alwaes been a hyperactive gurlx.. doesnt look like she iish sad..
mayb in her hart, she hab been keeping lots ob things..
i guess she really really feels very terrible..
thats whye she hab chose this route.. she hab chose e ending path..
i hope she nv regret choosing this route.. just hope she iish happy in e far n beautiful heaven..
just wan tuhh let her noe that, she will nv b fergotten by her fans, frenx n family..
she will alwaes b kept in eberyone's hart..
rest in peace!!

2008-11-21T03:18:00.000+08:00

hab nort been blogging fer e past 9 days..
due tuhh i was quite busy..
busy relaxing myself n trying tuhh look fer jobs.. haha
&& i just niid money badly!!

anyway, i shall just simply summarise wad i did fer e past 9 days..

day 1 n 2, iish our class chalet..
most ob my classmates wen..
wad we did was, crapings non stop n laughters were never ending..

den on day 3, i wen out wiib my fellow gurlfrenx..
includes liing, raissa, ria, jun && e only guy, jt!!
wen tuhh cineleisure n watch madagascar 2..
i did enjoyed e movie.. iish quite humourous.. haha
all thanks tuhh raissa fer introducing this movie..
after movie, ria n raissa wen off first..
so only left liing, jun, jt n miieh..
we was just being stuck in mrt n lastly decided tuhh go fer pool..
n ended up at home at 9 or 10 plus..

day 4, wen out wiib nuerr tuhh orchard tuhh look fer job..
n there iish 3 things irritate miieh on that day..
firstly iish wen tuhh body shop, ruijia wen tuhh ask e lady whether they hab vacancy..
n e lady replied, "you hab tuhh call LAHH!!"
wad attitude iish this?! huhs?! omg!! as iib we owe her money!!
next iish a particular shop at wisma..
i wen asking e sales gurlx whether they hab vacancy?
den e sales gurlx giib a very bitch attitude..
looking frm e head tuhh toe ob us n sae "HIRE?! NO!!"
n she still dare tuhh giib that bitch smile.. ARGHHHH!!
i'm damn freaking disgusted by her..
she's just trying looking down on others..
just bcux we r nort s OLD s her.. n she can giib us this type ob look?!
wad kind ob lady iish she?!
i wonder whye e owner can hire this type ob ppl..
&& e third thing irritates miieh e most..
it just freaks miieh out..
ruijia n miieh was trying tuhh get into e lift..
n a little gurlx at e age ob 10, came standing bside miieh..
halfway thru, she came banging in miieh..
at first i thought she wasnt in a purpose..
but after that, she came pushing miieh again.. n using her fist tuhh hit miieh..
i wanted tuhh tell her mother.. but her mother was busy talking..
so wad i did was, wen i was going out ob e lift, i gave her a HARD PUSH!!
at least i did my revenge.. hahaha
i just find that e little gurlx totally hab no manners at all.. thought other country ppl so wad?
huhs?! she shuld at least giib some respect..
i didnt make her.. i didnt do anything tuhh her.. i was just innocent.. trying tuhh wait fer e lift..
n she did that tuhh miieh.. wtf!!

den on day 5, sunday.. didnt did much thing..
just simply wen fer breakfast wiib family n hab car ride..
thats all!!

day 6, intended tuhh miit up wiib liing they all fer pool n bowling..
but due tuhh some reason, i didnt wen n rotted at home fer e whole day..

day 7, actually planned tuhh go kbox wiib liing n lijie..
but... same old problems came bothering miieh again.. so decided tuhh postpone it..
anyway i'm soriiex tuhh postpone it.. =(

day 8, wen out wiib nuerr tuhh go fer interview at artbox..
i thought e interview was s long s that time i wen fer interview..
but it iish just asking us some quest n we r able tuhh go..
we wasted bus fares just fer e 10 miins down tuhh tampines..
n iish just...
so, we decided tuhh look fer jun at redhill..
reach there, it was habing downpour.. so didnt manage tuhh look fer jun..
n moreover, miieh n ruijia was habing another espisode ob ( run, children )
n this iish e wet; home clothes version.. lols..
wen alwaes wen out wiib nuerr, hilarious things will hapen.. -.-
anyway since we hab nth tuhh do, we just took mrt n headed tuhh dhoby ghaut..
reach there, decided tuhh watch e coffin.. bought e tickets n felt like being tricked..
but after e show, thought that it was quite worth.. haha
in e whole show, we was like laughing all e way n habing shocked lorhhs..
haha.. anyway really enjoyed e whole day.. =p

9th day.. today!!
here i'm now updating blog..
n thats all!!
buaiix!! niitex!! =p

2008-11-21T03:17:00.000+08:00

AIN'T HAPPY!!

2008-11-11T21:35:00.001+08:00

yeahs!! finally i hab completed all my o level exams!!
so, i'm relieved!! haha

today's paper iish on combined science mcq n it was totally horrible!!
easy ones r easy, difficult ones r like hell..
anyway papers r all over.. now iish only left fer e result..
no matter wad iish e result, i will just accept.. =p

&& after e paper, miieh n fellow frenx wen tuhh hg mall n hab breakfast..
next, we headed home seperately and met up at serangoon cc there fer badminton.. =p
though was habing lots ob fun there, was damn freaking tired n sleepy.. YAWN**
anyway i really enjoyed being wiib my classmates..
nv regretted noeing them.. =p

most iimpt iish, tml we r habing our class chalet..
yeahs.. hope we will hab fun!! =p

2008-11-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

hab just came bac home!!
damn tired n restless..

anyway, i hab just simply wasted entire day..
ytd use com until this morning 8 den wen tuhh slp..
after that bout 3 plus den woke up.. && i was daedreaming all e way..
till 8 plus den continue my revision.. haiis..

bout 9 plus wen out wiib family but without biig siis..
anyway, bronson came along too..
wen tuhh joochiat fer dinner n hab car ride..
craps n chat all along e journey n wen fer a ride at KPE..
n i hate e journey.. iish just freaking long.. YAWN**

so, we ended our journey n send bronson home..
&& HOME SWEET HOME!! =p

2008-11-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

just simply wan a great change!!

2008-11-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

yeahhs yeahhs!!
2 more papers tuhh go n i will b free from my life at secondary sch!!

but i'm quite unhappy lorhhs..
cux ob today's social studies paper..
iish like damn freaking wan my life!!
i didnt study fer diplomacy n deterence n it came out!! omg!!
but lucky still gort abit knowledge.. haiis..
think my this ss paper can die liiaos..
can sae buaiis tuhh my humanities paper!! =(

just really really hope i can get into poly..
no matter iish wad course..
i just wan tuhh get into poly.. BLESS!!

2008-10-25T02:50:00.002+08:00

today's mood- =X
i'm lost ob words again!!

6 more papers tuhh go n i'm going tuhh b free..
yeahhs.. =p
i hab been quite stress up fer these few days..
&& e reason behind it iish due tuhh my o lvls..
haiis
anyway it seems that i hab use up all my energy on my chem paper..
so fer e rest ob my paper, i'm just like slacking all e way..
&& now, i'm getting more worried bout my results..
hope moderation can helps?!
&& i just hope that my other papers can help in pulling e marks up!!
PLEASE!!

ue'r nort here today.. whye whye WHYE?!
i down fer e practice n ue'r nort there..
isit bcux ue'r busy?! ue'r working?!
just hope tuhh c ue soon!!

2008-10-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

today's mood~ =X

didnt notice that i hab nort updated my blog fer long..
cux i habing my o lvls nowadays.. so didnt manage tuhh update..

anyway starting frm last wk, hab been going out tuhh study..
&& thanks fer my didi tuhh teach miieh e chem.. =p
n ytd i had my first paper.. iish my weakest subject- chemistry!!
dun really noe how tuhh do lorhhs..
but i think can pass bahhs!! think so..
den today, i'm habing my english paper.. n was like ZZZ
lost ob words.. think oso can pass.. but nort high grade?!
just hope i can manage tuhh get into poly..

damn AFRAID!!

2008-10-08T19:35:00.001+08:00

today's mood- =X

hab been going out these few days..
like last sat, wen out wiib mum, 2nd sis, bronson, kenny n shawn tuhh orchard..
cux hab tuhh buy b'day present fer charis nuerr..
den sunday, wen out wiib liing, yjing, jt n jun tuhh play badminton n pool..

monday n tuesday, wen bac fer maths practice paper..
today, wen bac fer ss lesson..
anyway i think i wont b blogging fer e coming 2 mths..
cux o'level iish coming.. den hab tuhh study..

i'm feeling scared now.. i'm afraid, afraid i cant get tuhh poly..
HOW?! HOW?! HOW?!
wadeva iish it, i hab tuhh do my best..
cux i'm studying fer my sake..
i wan tuhh hab a betta future..
&& i hope my ambition can b fulfill.. =p

2008-10-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

today's mood- =(

i dun understand whye 5 yrs iish just like a blink ob eyes?!
ah tan hab taught us fer 3 yrs..
&& we alwaes rmb,
wen e first dae he stepped into our class, we dun really like him..
cux he alwaes tell us tuhh check on our attire..
but after todae, i guess there wont b any chance fer sumone like him tuhh nag us already!!
haiis..

he iish really a good cher..
spending wiib us fer 3 yrs.. really very very long..
that's whye he cried out!!
iish really sad tuhh part..
but todae iish e last dae ob sch.. wad tuhh do?!

i will really miss e daes wiib all my fellow frenx..
nv tuhh b fergotten!!

misses && loves..

anyway thx fer e present that cher hab prepared fer us..
iish really touching!! =)

** will upload photos soon!! =)

2008-10-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

today's mood- =(

it was e third time i was habing this kind ob mood..
anyway ytd wen tuhh play badminton again!!
quite happy, quite sad..
happy iish bcux i enjoy playing wiib them..
sad iish due tuhh sum reason.. shant sae too much!!

anyway i skipped sch today.. doesnt hab e mood
&& iish just wasting ob time.. cux cher r nort going thru things at all..
yahhs.. n i spent my time today going tuhh bugis n pray..
n wen bac home tuhh chiong wiib my maths.. && iish almost done!! =p

&& now, i freaking tired..
my minds whirl wiib lots ob things in it..
i duno whye?!
doesnt feel happy at all.. nth makes miieh smile!!
laughters r all gone!!
I AINT HAPPY!!

2008-09-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

today's mood- =(

woke up at late morning today..
den wen tuhh miit up my frenx tuhh take bac my maths TYS..
bused bac home n eberyone was still nort awake.. ZZZ
& finally wen eberyone was awake, i just feel like slping..
so thats makes a conclusion that i was going tuhh stone at home fer e whole day!!

lucky my niitex iish nort wasted..
i spent my evening time till now frying things, watching F1 n using com!!
mummy was frying "nian gao" n "keropo".. so just help her wiib it..
halfway thru was running tuhh living room n watch F1..

haiis.. but this F1..
all e can sae iish.. was damn DISAPOINTED!!
ferrari didnt get e placing in top ten..
bcux halfway thru e race, massa wen in tuhh e pit stop..
think he was tuhh anxious, so wen he was able tuhh go, he didnt notice that e fuel hose iish still connected tuhh his car..
so, he ended up in habing a penalty..
&& that iish where he ended up hab a bad placing in e end!!

fer another racer, raikkonen, he was left wiib bout 10 plus lap tuhh go..
but at e end, he wen crashing tuhh e wall..
&& so he was out.. haiis..
saded!!

so overall, e winner iish alonso.. good job!! =p
hope there will b another formula one race held iish singapore again..
so eager tuhh c it soon!!

2008-09-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

today's mood- =(
it iish e last 2nd week ob sch.. gonna feel very sad next week..
anyway today iish graduation day!! woohoo
waited fer 4 years 9 mths plus.. && finally i'm going tuhh graduate frm this sch soon!!
but.. gonna miss my frenx n teachers.. especially ah tan..
spending his 3 years wiib us.. trying tuhh accomodate wiib our attitude..
thinking that, wad's gonna b my life in future without them..
misses && misses..

btw, almost cried out bcux ob e videos n e dedications frm teachers..
damn touching.. =(
sad sad!!

i really will miss them alot..
miss their laughters, disturbance, everthing!!
will alwaes rmb how we settle things in class, how we play a fool in class..
how we disturb each other.. help each other..
lost control in class n make ah tan angry.. n make his laughters bac again..
plan fer teachers day things..
how each n everyone in our class contribute tuhh e class..
though in class, sum ob us may nort b very close, they r still part ob our class..
&& i will fereva rmb them.. keep them s part ob my memories!!

2008-09-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

today's mood- =X
gort one bastard make miieh angry..
cux my anger hab reach e limit.. && so i hab no choice..
scolded him wiib vulgarities.. ZZZ
but at e end, i still talk tuhh him.. && i duno whye?!

after sch, wen hg mall wiib liing fer lunch..
sat at e kfc fer 1 hrs plus.. talking bout him.. haiis..
den headed tuhh serangoon tuhh mit up wiib fellow frenx..
gort liing, ria, jun, jt, sundy, raissa, daren, mahathir, naim && miieh.. =p
wen tuhh e cc there n play badminton..
starting was playing quite well..
until wen e time was almost up, someone ask fer 4 vs 4..
so ria, sundy, naim n miieh one grp..
den liing, mahathir, jt n daren one grp..
that bastard daren noe i nort gd in badminton
den still insisted tuhh pass e shuttle cock tuhh miieh..
ZZZ.. so stress..

times up!!
headed tuhh another place fer game..
played until 6.30 n off we go!!

2008-09-22T23:35:00.001+08:00

last week, due tuhh papa was bac so didnt manage tuhh update my blog..
so psps..
anyway during these 10 days..
wad i hab been doing iish habing car-ride.. haha
iish just like bac in e days that i hab been living fer these 17 years..
++ i oso wen out wiib my fellow frenx after sch
&& hab a badminton battle.. haha
all i noe, i really enjoy playing wiib them..
dun wish tuhh hab any changes!!

&& last saturday, i was very guaii.. haha
early in e morning, met up wiib nuerr n headed tuhh bishan tuhh study..
wen fer lunched at mos burger!!
den bused tuhh hg mall n continue studying.. =p
&& papa came tuhh fetch miieh n out fer dinner..
den den.. home sweet home..

ytd.. papa wen bac lerhhs..
haiis.. miss him so much..
waiting fer 2 tuhh 3 mths plus den can c him again..
hope he will b bac soon.. =(

lots ob misses && loves

2008-09-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

friday!!
no sch fer miieh.. cux nort habiing exam on that day!!
so, rotted until niiteX time n wen tuhh airport tuhh fetch my papa..
woohoo!! at last he iish bac..
but he will b going off in another 10 days latta.. =(

saturday!!
wen out wiib liing tuhh cineleisure..
k box till 7pm..
den wen fer dinner at pasta mania..
after that, wen tuhh more than words tuhh buy things..
anyway, thanks liing fer e cup && e lollipop.. very CUTE!! haha
next, headed down tuhh amk hub tuhh mit up wiib jt n wx..
&& home sweet home after my dinner at jalan kayu wiib family =p

sunday!!
woke up at 12 plus.. due tuhh being disturb by SUMONE!!
den wen fer lunch n wen home stoning all e way..
until niiteX, wen tuhh amk hub tuhh fetch big siis n wen fer dinner..
next next, bac home n cut cake.. cux iish my papa chinese b'dae!! =p

&& ZZZzzzzzz

today!!
wen tuhh sch fer my last prelim paper..
time really flys fast!!
only left 38 more days tuhh o lvl..
getting scared n worried.. =X
aiiya.. skipped topic.. ZZZ
so after sch, wen tuhh hg mall wiib fellow frenx fer lunch..
after lunch wen shopped shopped!!
den next, accompany ria tuhh interchange until her bus came..
&& oso peii jun tuhh hg plaza tuhh wait fer her bus..
left miieh n liing rotting..
so we decided tuhh walked tuhh liing house n take bus frm there..
but very tired.. leg buay tahan..
so change decision n took long journey bus instead..
den i alighted n chat wiib liing till bac home..
&& here i'm now updating my blog!! =p

after one wk, i manage tuhh c ue.. haha
moreover, i gort ur call.. shocked diio..
but i'm happy.. flying over e moon!! =p

~~ here'r e piics on sat!!

2008-09-11T18:54:00.001+08:00

today's mood =(

morning wen tuhh sch fer physics paper..
after exam, wen tuhh hg mall wiib liing n jt fer breakfast..
den next headed tuhh kovan fer pool..
so long nv play already.. miss miss!!
next waited fer jun tuhh come n go fer lunch..
but i didnt wen, due tuhh mood nort riitex..
den i oso very tired.. haiis..

missing ue lots..
i miss him too!!
longing tuhh c both ob ue..

2008-09-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B"DAE TUHH MY DIDI- CHAI HUAT!!

best wishes tuhh ue..

SMILES =p

2008-09-10T17:12:00.004+08:00

wahhs!! so nan de i will online at e afternoon.. -.-
anyway thanks tuhh all ob fellow frenx hu wishes miieh ytd!!
&& oso thanks jun, kimpei, ruijia nuerr hu gave miieh e present..
really appreciate.. =p

today was habiing chem n physics mcq && maths paper 2..
hab no comments on e science paper.. cux i noe i will fail.. ZZZ!!
as fer e maths, nort very confidence..
almost nort enuff time tuhh finish.. but phew!! i did it..
but gort one question i totally duno how tuhh do..
n so, there goes my 10 marks.. GONE!!
saded.. =(

aiiya skip topic!!
den after sch, wen wiib liing tuhh buy bubble tea n peii her walk home..
halfway thru, thought ob taking a long journey bus home..
den liing sae wan tuhh try take 62 fer one round..
n there goes 2 silly gurlx sitting on e bus 62 going thru one big round n bac home.. lols..
sit until butts pain pain.. ZZZ
abit "geii kiiang" lorhhs.. n e round iish nort even wad i expected derhhs big..
siianx.. disapointed.. =(
anyway did hab a "great experience"..
...

journey bac home!!